Vent Stories

Anxiety

People walk around smiling and laughing while I'm over here trying not to scream or cry. I feel as if I'm all alone, though the people that surround me say they care. The thoughts in my brain flash and are going a million miles an hour. I cant concentrate and it all seems like its all falling apart. But no one understands. They say that its okay, but they dont see what I do. They don't feel the urge to hurt someone or something to get away from this panic. A few minutes later I feel more clam, but I feel my heart thumping and my legs still feel shaky. It isnt fully gone, it never is, it just gets worse at points.