I Learned To Love You(sfs)

Chapter 47

No Ones POV  

 It's Dime and Ash first day back Home. Ash woke up and turned to her side and breathe in the sheets she left behind in the bed she left behind. It still smelt like her cologne. To her it was almost as if she never left in the first place. Then she turns over and see Dime sleeping peacefully. She takes this time to admire her wife's facial features and is amazed. The sun crept on Dimes cheeks making her glow like a god in Ash's eyes. moments like this made Ash the happiest. 

"wow" she whispers lowly as she reaches to touch Dimes face but Dime caught her hand and brought it to her lips and kissed the palm of Ash's hand and slowly opens her eyes

"what's up with all this staring at me lil stalker" Dime smiled

Ash returned the smile "Oh nothing " she replied

Dime then took in Ash's features and felt her heart jolt. But then was saddened because Ash hasn't fully healed from the incident . It made her wanna kill the people who did over and over, but they are dead already. Then she started to recollect on her fault at the club and she frowned.She couldn't look Ash in the eye so she frowned and turned her back to Ash to stand up.

"What's wrong babe? You been acting weird since the day we left" Ash sighed 

Dime then looked at her and frowned

"You don't talk to me like that anymore, you don't touch me the same anymore, you don't look at me like you use to.What's up with that? " Ash sounded defeated 

Dime wanted to tell her she really did but she didn't have the heart to, yet she knew she had to, but she stayed quiet

"Am I not enough for you? Am I damaged goods to you now since what happened? " Ash voice cracked indicating she was about to cry

Dime stayed quiet fearing that of what she would say. She went to the bed and just hugged her wife silently as she heard her sniffling. ash then out of nowhere jumped up and went to the bathroom. Dime followed her and saw what was wrong. Ash was throwing up. Dime quickly held her dreads up and rubbed her lower back in tiny circles.

Ash soon finished her episode in the bathroom and went to brush her teeth.  it was an uncomfortable silence that fell over the bathroom. Dime was sitting on the bathroom floor with her head in her hands. It's been five days she thought. five days since they've been back and she is finally gonna tell her. She waited for Ash to  finish brushing her teeth. She brushed her teeth before Ash woke up .

"Babe I have to tell you something. And you're gonna hate me for it. But know I am sorry truly sorry" Dime sighs in defeat as she wipes her tears and stands up and ushers Ash out of the bathroom and into the bedroom to sit as she stood in front Ash.

"It couldn't be that bad" Ash giggled  and Dime looked in her eyes and Ash dropped her smile

"It's really that bad?" Ash frowned and Dime nodded

"It's also the reason I've been acting weird" Dime continued and Ash gaze lied upon her wife's. She was listening intently and waved her hand for Dime to continue

"The night before we left and I went out with Naomi and Temper to the club I had a few drinks. I chatted with the Bartender i forgot her name though. She saw that I was upset and I told her it was because my wife was home hurting and i was out partying and she asked if I wanted to dance to get my mind off of it. I was drunk and she was alil tipsy . After that I wound up dancing the whole night with her and we got caught in the moment and I kissed her and she backed away because she said I had a wife to get home too and I shouldn't be trying this. But I was to drunk to realize what she said and I kissed her again and she said lets take this to back and I did"Dime lowered her head. Tears where stinging Ashley's eyes