Resisting the Alpha.

..::Chapter Twenty-six::..

(Well the last chapter was pretty short so maybe this one will be better! i hope you like it! and dont forget to vote comment and fan!)

Alex...p..o..v......

Since i had 'been good' i got to go sit on the couch but he never took his eyes off me, its not like i was trying to run, okay i did once but she had needed me, i felt it she was freaking out and i had tryed to run before thinking.

And he had smaled me down and cuffed me again, but this time he tied my feet up so i couldnt walk, which really if he was thinking right he shouldve done that from the start, thats what i wouldve done, but whatever.

But a little over a hour ago Micah had called and said they found them, and it felt like a huge weight off me, all i needed was them back and we will figure everything else out from there, i just needed to know that they are okay,

Since i felt better now that they were with Micah i got to be free of these stupid chains, and now im pacing the living room waiting and time seems to stand still, its night again so they have been gone for over a day,

And i cant help but think what has happened, are they hurt? Micah hadnt told me anything he had talked to Jack but i dont think he said anything about them being hurt, but shouldnt they be here by now?

They should be home how far away had they been? what if something happened? i then start to freak out again and i have to sit down and i put my head in my hands, and work on breatheing, calm down, i tell my self.

"Dude you okay?" Jack asks sitting beside me

"I will be when they get here, im just scared and i want them now." i say

"They'll be here soon." he says patting my shoulder, i sigh and shake my head,

"I cant believe they did this, what kind of people are they." i say then i remember who im talking to.

"Im sorry, you would know what kinda of sick freaks they are." i say giving him a look, he just shrugs,

"Its okay, i want them back too, i dont hate Christina you know i do care about her," he says slowly like he's trying to pick his words so not to upset me, and i have to say if he wouldve said he loved her i wouldve jumped him,

But i mean its not that out there he'd care about her, he seems to have changed a lot since finding and losing his mate and child, losing either of them wouldve been crushing and it so he wanted to know the baby he gave up, and really he never had any reason to hate Christina,

I mean she's such a sweet, pretty nice, funny and smart girl and also the mother of the baby he never knew and i know he can tell what a good job she has done no thanks to him, of course the thought has crossed my mind that he was just trying to steal my mate and baby now.

But really i dont think he is, i think he's a guy who has losted what he loved most and is looking for something to help fill the hole left, but i dont think he will steal them from me and really i dont think he could.

Christina is my mate and si know she loves me, and even though Hannah has been spending a lot of time with him i know she still loves me, well ... no of course she does i know i havent been very good to either of them the last few weeks but ive been under a lot of stress.....

But all i can think of right now is all the times the last few days that someone has had to drag Hannah away from my room crying, and it tears my heart up thinking that couldve been all i had and i pushed her away.

 I had been busy but i shouldve made more time for them, and as soon as they get back i will, because the guilt was eating me alive and i will never take them for granted again, and i shouldnt have since hearing what happened to Jack,