Once In A Lifetime (b.c.)

Chapter 11 (Part 1)

A/n: So one of my readers at my school said she was a little irritated that I don't write in paragraphs so I'm going to start doing that. At first I wasn't sure how I should write because I was new to uploading fanfic. I hope you guys like it better this way.

Mitch's POV

As soon as she left I started drowning myself in my own tears. She left. She doesn't love me. I thought we had something. Something more than just a friendship, but we obviously don't. I decided to text her.

'Please come back Alyssa. I'm so so so sorry about what I did. I didn't mean for it happen like that. Please forgive me.'

After a couple minutes of contemplating whether I should send it or not.

I finally pressed the green button that reads 'Send.'

*20 minutes later*

She hasn't replied. What's wrong? What did I do? She always replies to my texts. Plus, the only thing I said was that I'm sorry. What if she hates me now? This sucks.

Alyssa's POV

I pulled back. Oh my gosh. I kissed Jason. I hope he doesn't think I'ma freak. What if he hates me for doing that?

"What's wrong?" he said. "...you look worried."

"Well I didn't know if you umm...actually wanted to uhh kiss." I said my cheeks turning a dark shade of red.

"Alyssa, you have absolutly nothing to worry about. I loved it. Pinky promise." he said holding out his pinky.

I lifted my hand up and we connected our pinkies. I looked up at him and he smiled back at me. He had the most beautiful smile. And his eyes. Oh his eyes were the most perfect shade of green. I could be lost in them for forever.

He puts his hand on my cheek.

"I just want you to know that I really, really like you and if you ever need someone to talk to or a shoulder to cry on, I'll be here waiting for you."

He is so sweet. But what about Mitch? I may have walked out on him when he tried to kiss me but I most certainly do have feelings for him. But I just kissed Jason. What am I gonna do??

I'm not sure I should say anything about that so I just simply say "Thanks."

He probably thinks I regret the kiss. Or that I am just gonna go right back to Mitch. I hope he doesn't think that.

I intertwine my fingers with his. "Listen, Jason. I really like you, like I really like you but I think we should just stick to being just friends and umm no more kissing."

All I can think is 'STUPID! STUPID! STUPID!' Why would I say that. I just keep making things worse. Well our friendship is ruined.