jason told me he wanted me to come over, so i got dressed
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i walked in the uber, hella gloomy.
(arrived at jays house)
i knocked and waited for him to come to the door. he came to the door and i made a small smile, him knowing me. he immediately pulled me in for a long hug. he wrapped his hands around the low waist and i nuzzled my head into his shoulder .
my eyes instantly got filled with tears 😭 .
"baby"i heard him say lowly . "what's wrong bub?"
we walked, still in each other's arms to the couch. he layed us down and he calmed me down, playing with my hair, rubbing my back etc.
"marilyn.."
"yes?" i answered .
"will you be my girlfriend?"
i smile formed to my lips and i answered immediately "yes, yesss of course."
he wiped my tears and cupped my face pecking it multiple times. "i was gonna ask if you're hungry but i already know the answer.. sooo what do you wanna eat?" he said while smirking .
"uhhh. how bout' panera ?"
"sounds great, lemme open uber eats real quick."
i smiled and got up going to the bathroom.
++later
my dad arrived to jasons house to pick me up since i took a uber. swear feel like i haven't seen him in a bit. but it be like that sometimes.
him and jason are talking & i'm chillin sipping my water .
after a little bit, me and my dad got in the car . and i closed my eyes not to sleep but just to i don't know .. just to close my eyes .
we got home and i immediately changed and ate icecream .
i turned on netflix to watch greys anatomy and put a soft blanket on me .
next thing you know i watched 12 episodes finished the whole icecream tub.
i unlocked my phone looking at the time .
w h a t
it's freaking 3 am .
h o w
it was like not 3 am a second ago .
okay what am i doing . i shut off the tv and threw away the tub. i then walked back into my room and i put my freeman mask on. 10 minutes passed and i'm now washing it off .
i cleaned my face, then put on toner and lastly my night time moisturizer.
i put Castor oil on my eyebrows and a lip cream on my lips and at last layed down .
thoughts ran through my head and i eventually fell asleep .
