Inside

This feeling.

Where the fuck did it come from
What the fuck did it come for
This feeling.

Why?
Why? You might see me as a child
Why? You were my role model
Why? You humiliated me
Why? You scared me
Why? You would laugh at me
Why? You are so mean outside
Why? You are my opposite.

Because...
'cause you are older than me
'cause you can teach me a lot more
'cause you made me stronger
'cause you gave me self-confidence
'cause you mean risk, and I love risk
'cause you are different, misterious inside
'cause you are my opposite.

You challenge me
You are prohibited, and,
Remember,
I'm a fanatic of the prohibited.

I keep trying to save myself,
I keep trying to forget,
But I can't get far from you,
I can't break the connection with this nonsense magnet.

Is this love?
I think I'm in love. It hurts
I'm going down the precipice,
And there is no way I can get back,
Either you are at the end...

Or I'm gonna break.