Manhattan, New York NYC 2009, September 11 Saturday 11 : 21 am
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Beyoncé Knowles
"Where are you right now Beyoncé?" Nicki asked me over the phone, she sounded mad
"What do you mean?" I asked
"I'm at your crib right now and your granny said you didn't come home. You better not fucken tell me you're with her" I sighed
"I can't tell you that Onika, Bird is my friend and-" she cut me off with an obnoxious laugh
"ARE YOU FUCKEN KIDDING ME?!" She shouted over the line, this is not what we're gonna do
"Onika Miraj, you better lower than bass in your voice! Bird is my friend and I won't stop being friends with her to entertain your insecurities!!" I yelled now too, I hate yelling.
I walked out of the room fearing that I would wake Rih up. After she took me out to some joint in the city. We ended up in her apartment
But nothing happened I swear. As I said before, I'm not ready
"My insecurities?? Why wouldn't I be insecure when my so called girlfriend went to another fucken country with a girl I KNOW FOR A FACT wants to hit, for the WHOLE weekend!" She spoke angrily
"I had NO idea she was planning that! And how many times should I apologize for it? What you do want from me Nicki?!" My voice cracked as I spoke angrily
The line went silent for a while. I know I messed up here but I'm really tired of her attitude.
"You know what? Fuck this Beyoncé, you wanna act single? Fine!" She ended the call.
I stayed on the balcony just staring out. I was hurt. I've never been dumped before.
"You good baby girl?" I heard a groggy voice behind me, I must've woken her up with my yelling.
"Yeah" I said softly before sighing. I felt her turn me around to look at her. She's still so sexy even in the morning
"Now tell me the truth, what's bothering you?" She asked again.
"I think Nicki dumped me" I said looking at her. I thought her reaction would be different, I thought she would be happy.
But she looked concerned for me instead. She stepped closer and snaked her arms around my body warmly.
"I'm sorry" she mumbled before kissing my forehead.
I wrapped my arms around her torso in return. We stayed like this in silence. With my head on her chest I could hear her heartbeat.
I won't get ahead of myself and say I'm the cause but if I am then it would make me the happiest person ever.
Eventually she led me to her kitchen and sat me in her stood. She made breakfast for us with her beats speaker playing some nineties music
