Queens, Brooklyn NY 2009, September 10 Friday 04 : 21 pm
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Beyoncé Knowles
So this week at school was an absolutely slow one, Nicki wouldn't talk to me. She was mad I didn't answer her calls and texts all weekend
But she got absolutely livid when I told her about Rih's birthday surprise weekend. She ignored me and only started talking to me yesterday. After I apologized for the millionth time
She invited me to her house after school, which I've never been to. Her mom works night shift tonight so it will be just us.
Rih and I are... I don't know how to describe it. Our relationship has just shifted... that feeling of security and comfort I felt on the island is still there.
I confined in her about everything that was bothering me and surprisingly even about Nicki and she always knows what to say to comfort me.
The rides home after music class were just as... intense, this week. When she holds my hand or laughs with me. My heart starts jumping for joy
Now I'm here... I have feelings for two people. They are both amazing and I can tell they care about me. And I don't know what to do
"Earth to Beyoncé! Are you even listen to me?" My girlfriend asked. I nodded
"I'm sorry I'm just thinking about the school performance" I lied. That's all I've been doing this week, she doesn't want me to hang out with Rih so I lied about doing that.
"You'll be fine baby, your teacher and everybody in your class knows that you're the best" she said making me blush... ugh see?
School went out and we took the bus to her house. Her home was prettier than my side of town
She cupped my hand in hers as we walked in
"Welcome to my humble reside" she said making me chuckle, this girl. She told me to get comfortable while she went upstairs to change shoes.
I instead sat awkwardly on the living room couch waiting for her to come back. I pulled out my phone and saw a text from Rih. It was hours ago
RihRih😊: Hey Princess
I smiled so hard at it, I loved it when she calls me princess. I looked up to see if Nicki hadn't returned yet. She hasn't
Sent: Hey Rih. I'm sorry I'm only seeing it right now
I waited for her to respond. She started typing
RihRih😊: it's fine. Do you wanna go out with me tonight? 🤔 it's not a date, I just want to kick back with you
