Bali, Indonesia 🇮🇩 2009, September 06 Sunday 08 : 02 am
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Rihanna Bird Fenty
I couldn't sleep at night thinking about Beyoncé's confession, I was pissed off. Mad. Angry. But mostly hurt for her
She was so vulnerable in my arms, crying her soul out. Revealing a tainted side of her I didn't know existed but loved more.
I made her sleep in my room after we left the yacht. The date was kind of ruined but I wouldn't exchange that moment for anything.
She kept on turning and kicking for the entire night until I wrapped myself around her to make my presence known. Then she was knocked out like a baby.
Today is our last day on the island, we are leaving later on. I wanted to just chill in the room with her the entire day till we leave really but We came here so she could have some fun.
My thumb brushed on her cheek softly, I admired her for the 100th time. I can't get over how beautiful she is
"No one will ever make you feel dirty or unworthy again Princess, not while I'm still alive. One day I promise you're gonna be the mother of my kids and I'm gonna wife you up and make you forget that the world even has problems" I mumbled
"I won't allow anybody to hurt you, not even myself I promise. I'm gonna show you just how much I love you Beyoncé, I promise you baby" I kissed her forehead softly.
I decided to get up and take a shower after a while since it was obvious I wasn't gonna fall asleep. She looked too peaceful to wake up so i let her be
My chef decided to start on the breakfast already and I went to take a walk on the beach to sort of think and digest this entire weekend.
I felt so out of touch with Bird and I felt so free and relaxed. Being mean is serious work
But the real world forced Bird to always be in control, my reality required a hardcore nigga like Bird. Rihanna is only good for Beyoncé and no one else
I stayed on the beach for a while, looking over ocean thinking about whoever created the world is so talented
A pair of arms snaked themselves around my waist and locked.
"Why did you let me sleep?" She asked me, I took one hand of hers and placed a gentle kiss on it
"You looked peaceful sleeping, you didn't really sleep all night with all that turning and tossing you were doing" I said
