Marcy, Brooklyn NY 2009, July 14 Tuesday 11 : 32 am
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Beyoncé Knowles
After her mini confession, Nicki and I had more fun strolling down the city. She had her hand locked into mine. It was a nice feeling to be held.
She drove me home at around 9 pm and my nana was on my neck cause it's a school night.
"My brother Micaiah is coming down here this weekend. I haven't seen his lil butt head in two years" she said excitedly making me smile at her.
"How many siblings do you have?" I asked her. For some reason she was staring at me again, this has happened every time I said something
"Uh...2 Micaiah and Ming, they live in Trinidad though" she said and I nodded in turn. Then silence consumed us
We were sitting outside for lunch per usual. She spent 80% of that time staring at me. I felt hot under her gaze. I think she enjoyed watching me blush like an idiot
"Will stop staring at me? Ugh I hate blushing" I said holding my cheeks. She returned a chuckle
"I can't help it, you're beautiful bunny." She said smiling. I playfully rolled my eyes at her
"You think you're so smooth. Lame" she laughed again
"But my lame ass is making you blush. I know you like me too, I see it" she said cockily. It was true, I did like her.
"I never said I didn't Onika" I said.
Tension rose again. It was so thick you could cut it with a knife. Was it sexual? Romantic? I don't know but it was definitely not friendly
She bit her bottom lip smiling then turned to the side. It was her turn to blush
"Nah uh look at me. I wanna see your cheeks turn red" I said turning her head to face me
"Staahhppp" she whined making me chuckle. She playfully shoved me. I placed a kiss on her cheek while smiling. She seemed to blush even more
"Ugghhh you get on my nerves man" she said making me laugh harder.
Marcy, Brooklyn NY 2009, July 14 Tuesday 7 : 45 pm
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Rihanna- Bird -Fenty
I picked her up from school with my car about five minutes ago, I got tired of walking really. She didn't say much to me. She seemed a bit annoyed with me
"You good Texas?" I broke the silence between us. She turned to look at me then rolled her eyes. I seriously hate it when she does that.
"No I'm not good Rihanna, why were you avoiding me the entire weekend? Now you're acting like everything is fine!" She hollered
I sighed "lower your voice man... I just been busy. You know the type of business I'm in so ion know why you trippin'" I said. Bullshitting
"And you couldn't even text me back to tell me you're ok? Wow" she folders her arms to her chest and looked the other direction while shaking her head.
"We not together shawty, ion need to be explaining myself to yo ass man the fuck?" I was getting annoyed with her attitude, why she sweating me?
"You're right we are not dating, but as a friend I was concerned. But don't worry Rih, I won't bother again" she said kind of disappointed.
Her tone guilted me. Usually I say that to bitches and they act crazy but she just let it go.
"I didn't mean it like that Bumble Bey... damn you're making a nigga feel bad now. Look I'm sorry I didn't return your text, I was just held up" I explained
I don't even exist no mo right? Bird don't exist. I told your ass I don't apologize
"It's okay" she said.
I pulled up by her house. As she was about to get out of the car I stopped her
"Are we cool?" her gaze turned to my hand that softly handled her wrist.
She sighed then nodded "yeah"
"Talk to me, you just shut down on a nigga right now. I pissed you off I get it but is there something else bothering you?" I asked her
"I thought you got hurt. I tried so much to not panic because I thought... I thought maybe you're dead somewhere" she said trying to control her tears.
My face dropped as I saw tears forming in her eyes. Shit!
I got out of the car and walked to the passenger side. I opened the door and politely got her out of the car. I pulled to my chest and wrapped my arms around her.
"I'm good Bey, I told you I can take care of myself. I been doing it since I was 15 I'll be fine. Just don't cry, I ain't worth it." I comforted her
We stood outside her house, holding each other for about 15 minutes. She had her arms wrapped around my body securely as did I.
I kissed her forehead softly, my heart beating out of my chest. I have accepted that this is me with her and there's nothing I can do about it.
"Let's go somewhere. I wanna cheer you up before I go" I broke the silence between us.
She pulled herself from my chest to look back at me. Her face showed confusion
"I can't, my nana was already on my neck cause I went out with Nicki last night and it's a school night" she said.
"You and Nicki went out?" I asked.
"She took me out to her uncle's restaurant. It was so cool and the food was so delicious. She's great company" she said cheesing.
I gave up on my heart and the idea of loving a long time ago. But I still recognize that look
"Right... I can see you had mega fun. Imma leave though" I said unwrapping my arms around her. Her face showed confusion again
"Okay... I guess I'll see you tomorrow then" she said. I nodded then got in my car before quickly pulling off leaving. I made sure she went in the building before I did.
FUCK!!
She has feelings for Nicki. I should've seen this coming. The fuck am I gonna do now?
Well... I'm not a big fan of this relationship and catching feelings bullshit but... Let me help you.
See Rih, you know how to love but you don't know how to get girls for shit lmao.
But I'm good at that so Bird is gonna smooth talk the girl and you're gonna romantic her ass.
I hate your fucken ass but no one is gonna take that girl from us. No one
