We're both on different pages of the same book
Married for 10 years but you stop noticing me
you stopped sending me flowers
you forgot my birthday
you forgot our anniversary
you barely look my way
you haven't really talked to me in a while
I don't see the same passion in your eyes
CONFESSION 1
So every day
as soon as you leave for work
I get dressed in lingerie and
i drive 5 minutes down the block to his house
he looks at me
he knows my name
he remembered my birthday
and he remembers the first time we met
at the park
where you forgot to come because you had a meeting
CONFESSION #2
Our youngest son that we have together
doesn't share the same blood as you
i hope you can understand that
the love we share has faded
can you still please love my son?
CONFESSION #3
as i sit here and write this
divorce papers sit on my desk
I sit in his lap and he helps me get the strength to tell you
my confessions
that may break your heart
but if breaking a heart
will find me new love
it is worth doing
you can have the house and I'll move out
I do not aspire to take your money
and you will always be my baby
i will always love you
just not in the way i used to
i do not aspire to hurt you
i just aspire to no longer have your last name
or share your bed with you
or make you dinner
i aspire to be happy
happy without you
now i must say goodbye
goodbye to you
goodbye to my former self
goodbye to us
these are my confessions