My first love was so exciting
It was bittersweet
So painful but all that pain could never match the pleasure
Every time he touched me my heart quickened
My knees got weak
Making it so much easier to fall for him
My first love brought my first heartbreak along with it
Salty tears falling from my eyes
Lying to everyone just to subside the pain
I chose to pretend we were perfect rather than admitting the hell that he brought to me each day
My first love left memories that'll stay implanted in my brain
Conversations at 2 in the morning about nothing at all
They were so stupid but they meant the world to me
My first slow dance where you kept stepping on my feet
You gazed into my eyes as the roger and zapp song played
My first love came with unrealistic expectations
Believing that together actually did mean forever
Thinking that we would stay together long enough to share a last name
Thinking that we would forever be in love and nothing will ever change us
My first love took the absolute life out of me but brought back something I had been missing
My soul
