I know the mistake
I have done
I feel sorry for you
I don't know how to time turn
I used you
I lied you
You needed me
And I avoid you
I feel regret
The worst feeling ever
Want to tell you but
Don't know how to face you there
You know what the worst part is they don't know I have done wrong with them and now too
They love me
They trust me
But
I hate myself.
They smile at me
I gave them back fake love
I'm selfish
I'm greedy
I'm not caring
I'm worthless
I'm self-absorbed
I'm heartless
I'm lustful
I'm piece of shit
I hate myself.
But now I only want them to smile
and
I want to be the reason behind it.
