"NO !!" She cant be dead !!!
None of the others said a word .
I looked at her .
Her eyes were closed .
I held her closer .
And carried her .
And i gave her to derek to carry her .
And i turned to my wolfs form .
And told him to put her on my back .
And he did .
They were all surprised of what im doing .
That why arent i crying or anything like there doing .
Because i know shes still alive .
I could hear her heart beat .
And then i ran .
I ran to the pack doctor .
I got in his house with my wolf form since i told derek to call him .
And he gave me clothes and i changed and stella is beside him .
"Doctor is she going to be alright ." I said worried .
"Sorry alpha , but she needs a hospital i still dont know her situation" he said .
"Ok what are we waiting for ?" I asked him.
He looked at me worried .
"I dont know if she'll make on time " he said as my heart broke .
"Doctor , we're going " i said carrying stella and putting her in the doctors car and so as the doctor and me driving .
I drove fast enough .
We arrived .
As they quickly got her in surgery .
I was worried sick .
I stood there .
My hands in my hair .
Wondering .
Its all my fault .
I accepted to let her go to the mall.
If i said no she would've been alright .
I told the others were i am .
There all here .
Zia is sitting down crying with derek conforting her and so as kierra.
While karlie is standing beside me shocked .
While tayler is crying alot too with theo next to her .
I stood there .
Not crying .
Not showing any hurt from the outside .
But from the inside .
All my miserable feelings are scrambled .
.
.
.It's been 5 hours since stella has been in surgery .
And i didnt move a muscle .
The pack doctor had finally got out of the surgery room .
I ran up to him .
"Doctor , is she okay ?" I said .
He looked at me .
"We still dont know anything , she hadnt woke up or move a muscle." He said .
I stood there .
Not knowing what to do .
"We'll have to wait . I dont think she'll make it . But if she does theres gonna gave to be a problem with her " he said apologizing again .
No.
I quickly got the doctor and pushed him to the wall .
Im holding him from his shirt like choking him .
Derek and karlie ran to take me away .
But now my wolf is in control .
"You.will.do.everything.to.let.her. survive !" I said .
But he lost his breath so he couldnt talk.
And then i pressed harder .
"If she dies i will ķill you and every doctor in this hospital! Do you understand!" I said as they finly got to push me away from him .
He was on the floor where i took control again .
I stood there .
Not knowing what i have done .
They were all looking at me .
Then i ran outside to the forest and changed to my wolfs form .
And ran to my forest .
Im ready to see anyone and eat him .
Im ready to fight all the vampires that tried to hurt her .
And kate !
Shes so dead .
Three hours later .
I arrived to a waterfall .
I stood there not knowing what to do .
But karlie midlinked me .
'Isik shes awake' she said .
Shes alive .
She made it .
I sat there with joy and happiness .
She did it .
'Im coming' i said .
I ran to the house and got some clothes and wore them then got off to the hospital .
I was waiting to see her face .
I arrived to the hospital .
They were all outside the room .
"So ? Can we see her ?" I asked them .
"Until the doctor comes out" karlie said .
"Ok" I said .
Waiting
5 minutes later .
The doctor is out .
"Doctor can we go in ?" I asked him .
"Yeah but there's a problem" he said .
I looked at him .
I was confused .
I didn't want her to have any problems .
"Which is ?" I asked .
He looked at me worried .
"She lost her memory"