Yoongi x Reader

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"YAH! GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE MIN YOONGI!" You yelled, running after the man who had your most valued possession. Your song diary. Your song diary was basically a notebook where you wrote all your songs in. All of them were an embarrassment  to you, since you weren't that good at writing.

"Why do you always hide this?" Yoongi asked, raising the book above your reach. "I wonder what juicy secrets are in here..." He said, opening the notebook. Well, there was no point now. Once Yoongi had something, he wouldn't give it back until he was satisfied.

"Asshat..." You grumbled, crossing your arms. Yoongi brought the notebook down slowly, and gave it back.

"I never knew you wrote songs..." Yoongi said. You rolled your eyes.

"That's because I never wanted you to know dumbass." You said. Yoongi chuckled, and pet your head.

"Maybe we should make a song together (Y/N)." Yoongi said. You raised an eyebrow.

"Jinja?" You asked. Yoongi nodded. You smiled happily. Maybe letting him read your notebook wasn't such a bad idea. After all... your life was about to end in a couple of weeks. Yes, you indeed had a sickness that could kill you. In fact, you went to a doctor a few weeks ago. He said you only had about 6 weeks to live. Very short.

"(Y/N)... You coming with me to the studio or not?" Yoongi asked, stopping at the exit of the school. You sighed, amd walked towards him.

"Yeah, yeah... I'm coming." You said, walking with Yoongi towards his studio.

Time Skip

"So... First thing we need to decide is the theme... what's our song going to be about?" Yoongi asked, taking out a piece of pad paper.

"I don't know... maybe it shoulde be about life and love. You know how married people say something like, 'I would've never lived without the love of my husband', or something like that..." You said. Yoongi nodded, and wrote notes down.

"That's good. Now we should make the lyrics." Yoongi said. You looked at him with a puzzled look.

"Shouldn't we make the music first?" You asked. Yoongi rolled his eyes.

"No pabo... we write the lyrics then match the beat and tone to the words. It's easier that way." Yoongi said. You shrugged, and agreed to whatever Yoongi said.

"Could we work on the chorus first? I feel like the chorus would be easier." You suggested. Yoongi nodded, suggesting some lines for the song.

Time Skip

You were getting weaker, and weaker by the weeks that were passing by, and Yoongi seemed to notice on the last week of your life. In fact, the last day of your life

"(Y/N)... are you sure nothing's wrong?" He asked one day, seeing your pale, and weak face. You smiled and nodded.

"I'm fine." You said, standing up from the studio chair to go home. He shrugged it off, trusting your saying, and kept working on the song. You walked out of the studio, and rushed home. When Yoongi would find out you died, he'd be furious that you didn't tell him, so you were going to write an apology note. You got home with your vision blurry, and a horrible headache. You quickly grabbed a pen and paper, and started scribling your note.

Dear Yoongi,

Please don't get mad at me for not telling you about my illness. I just didn't want to worry you. You looked so happy while we were writing the sonf, that I didn't bother to tell you about my condition. I'm sorry for leaving you this early. I know it will hurt, but you just have to move on. Thanks for all those memories though. I still remember when we first met. You were holding my hair up while I was puking at a bar... that's also the first time I fell in love with someone. Yup... I'am in love with you. I'm sorry I never told you that either. I'm just not sure if you'd love me back. I know it's pathetic to write down my confession on this little note, especially since I'm about to die soon, but please understand that it's for your own good. Goodbye. I lo

You weren't abe to write 'I love you' as your heart stopped, and your eyes closed. You were finally free from this world. The next day, Yoongi didn't see you in school, and the days after that. He didn't work on the sonf either. He just stayed at the studuo, watching the door, waiting for you to come. On one day, there was a knock on the door of the studio. Yoongi jumped up in excitement, thinking it was you.

"(Y/F/N). WHERE THE HE-"

"A-Are you Min Yoongi?" A crying lady asked. Yoongi knew it was your mother. You would always talk about her, amd your description fit the woman that was standing right in front of him. Yoongi nodded.

"Yeah, that's me... why?" He asked. The lady gave him a piece of paper. Yoongi took it, obviously pretty confised at this point. He opened it, and what he read made his heart shtter into pieces.

"M-Mianhe..." The lady said, as she continued to sob. Yoongi stared at the letter with teary eyes. 'How could she do this to me?' He asked, his heart filling with grief.

"H-Her funeral will be tomorrow. W-we would love for you to come. Thank you for your time." Your mother said, walking away from the studio. Yoongi lightly closed the door, and broke down. This is the first time he cried in a long time.

"W-Why?..." He whispered, clutching the letter close to his chest. This was very 'Un-Yoongi' like, but he didn't care at the moment. His friend just died. He wioed his tears, and walked to the notepad filled with lyrics and chords. With determination washing over him, he decided to change the song. He was going to write a new song. Just for you. He would present it tomorrow, at your funeral, with the help of his friends. He ripped the piece of paper out of the notepad, and started to write a new song.

Time Skip (to funeral)

Yoongi, and a few of his friends had arrived at your funeral. He had the paper where he you had both written lyrics on, and he had the lyrics of his new song.

"Here are the lyrics, and just go with tune." Yoongi said emotionlessly, trying to hold back the tears that were threatening to fall.

"E-Excuse me Miss (L/N)... I-I would like to preform a song for (Y/N)." He said, appearing in front of the old woman.

"Sure dear... go ahead." She said, managing a small smile. Yoongi nodded, and headed towards the piano, while Jungkook borrowed a microphone.

You, and I,
We're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky.
With you,
I'm alive.
It's like the missing pieces of my heart,
They finally collide.

So atop time right here in the moonlight,
Cause I don't ever want to close my eyes.

Without you,
I feel broke,
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you,
I've got no hand to hold.
Without you,
I feel torn,
Like a sail in the storm.

Without you,
I'm just a sad song~
I'm just a sad song~

Yoongi stopped the piano, only being able to come up with a verse, and a chorus. Everyone applauded, and started to cry. Yoongi stood up fron the piano, and walked towards your coffin.

"That was for you beautiful..." He whispered, dropping the piece of paper with the lyrics that you both wrote.

"I"ll see you someday love..." He whispered, before walking out with Jungkook, and continuing his life.

A/N-  Okay... so first off, the song that I used here wasn't mine. It's a song called 'Sad Song' by 'We the Kings'. And this imagine was for my friend @Rebel_Quicksilver, HAPPPY BIRTHDAY. Hope you enjoyed this! And I'm sorry if it sucked ass.
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