I unlocked my phone, sliding through my Instagram feed. "Wow," I said plainly looking at Alex's recent post.
"What happened?" Trey looked up at me and I shrugged putting my phone down. I always regret putting my trust into someone, especially when I feel comfortable enough to let you have pictures of me like that. Then you think it's okay to share it with the world?!
I ordered my food and sipped on my juice throughout the wait. I don't know why I put myself into these positions where I'm always the victim! I'm speechless because what am I supposed to do know!
"Are you okay?" Trey asked before cutting his pancakes. "I'm great," I added in a smile making it more believable.
We sat there eating our food, telling a joke from time to time. "Did you have fun?" I asked getting up from my seat. "Yeah, almost the best place I've ever been to." He chuckled walking behind me.
"Well our next trip will be much better, but go pack your bags," I said rubbing his back. I went back into the room and locked the door
"Hey, baby." Alex came up to me trying to kiss me and I moved my face.
"I wanna go home." I grabbed my bags off the floor and began packing up. "Did I do something?" She stood beside me grabbing at my waist.
"What do you fucking think?!" I yelled pushing her away. "You will not make me look like the crazy one!" I hissed shoving my clothes in my suitcase.
"I really don't know what you're talking about." "Don't tell me you don't know what the fuck I'm talking about!" I said shoving my phone into her face.
"You don't remember that?!" I scrolled down playing the video of her fingering me. She scratched her head taking my phone.
"Now you wanna act clueless." I packed my bag zipping it up. "I want to go home," I mumbled.
"Drunk or not, know what's happening around you." I'm tired of putting myself through this over and over again. I'm sorry but I'm done.
Alex
"Baby I don't remember posting that. I wouldn't share that with people after you said it's for me only." I sat on the bed watching Lani pace back and forth.
"Bring me home Alex! I'm not gonna say it again." Lani sat on the bed putting her glasses on.
"If that's what you want then fine." I really don't remember posting that."Go get your brother. I don't want to look at you." She pushed me out of the room closing the door in my face.
This isn't how I planned our vacation. It was supposed to be filled with laughter and joy, I just wanted her to relax and be more comfortable with me. I wish she would let me explain but there isn't much to say. I mean the proof is in the pudding.
"We're gonna leave in a minute so hang on." I came in Trey's rooms and he already had his bags packed.
I went back to my room opening the door. Lani cried sitting at the edge of the bed, I don't know if I should comfort her but I don't want her to be alone.
"Baby." I grabbed Lani wrapping my arm around her as she screamed and hit me. "I don't want to be here no more Alex." She cried gripping onto my shirt. "It's okay," I whispered rubbing her back in circles finally getting her to give in to me.
"I'm sorry princess." I kissed her head drying her face for the 200th time.
"If you were then you'd stop hurting me." Lani cried pushing me but I didn't budge. "I don't mean to hurt you, Lani,"
I rubbed behind her ear while she finished crying. "Whatever you wanna do, I'll be fine with it. You wanna break up? Fine I understand, just know that I'm sorry." I kissed Lani's forehead as she got into my lap laying her head in the crook of my neck.
I carried her and our bags while Trey followed behind. This is it, Alex, she has this entire flight to think about what she wants to do next. People from school seen her naked on my Instagram and I had to delete it before it got worse.
"Can I go home? I miss mommy." Trey said walking beside me.
"I gotcha."
"It was nice having you around," Lani said wrapping her arms around my neck.
"I'm gonna miss you, man." I wrapped my arm around his neck."I would miss me too." He shook his head laughing.
This my blood, it sucks that he's leaving me, it's not gonna be the same waking up to him asking for breakfast.
"Y'all gonna make me cry." Lani got off me as we waited for our ride to the airport. Lord, I hope we can just put this past us
Boom
