My Androgynous (girlxgirl)

Chapter 1

Lexi

"Lex, where are you going?" tanong sa akin ni Nicky, best friend ko.

We're in one of the house parties of her friend, Rachel-something. I forgot the name.

"Upstairs!" halos pasigaw kong sagot but I doubt if she heard me. The music was so loud I can barely hear her myself.

I went straight upstairs because I want some peace and quiet. I felt like my ears are bleeding from all the screaming and the music.

I finally found the bathroom and after cleaning myself up, I looked at my own reflection in the mirror.

I am fully aware of my good looks and all but I was never one to brag about it. I never failed to get the attention of people since I was young, be it guys or girls.

That's why I can't believe what I'm hearing when Ashley told me she doesn't find me attractive. The nerve!

I scrunched up my nose in disgust when I remembered Ash. Well, hindi naman ako nagpunta sa party na 'to para patunayan kay Ash na maganda at sexy ako. I'm fully confident in myself.

I''m wearing a red sleeveless top and black short shorts paired with my red wedge sandals with no accessories except for my little gold hoop earrings.

I sprayed some perfume to cover the smell of alcohol on me. I'm planning on going home and ditching Nicole. She will kill me tomorrow but I'm tired already and I want to sleep.

I was about to open the door when the lights went out.

Oh my god! What's happening? 

Dahil sa gulat ay hindi agad ako nakakilos.

I gasped when someone pinned me to the wall and kissed me.

I never even heard the door open.

He pressed his lower body unto mine and I can't move.

I opened my mouth to protest but the stranger thrust his tongue into my mouth instead.

On any other day, I would've kicked the shit out of this guy because this is sexual harassment. But, I have a gut feeling that I am not in danger.

And my gut is rarely wrong.

I don't know what came over me. It must be the alcohol in my system. Alcohol always gets me horny. Oh God.

I can't help but moan when the stranger's tongue played with my own tongue while his right hand was playing with my nipples. Hindi ko alam but before I was able to stop myself, I kissed him back.

The stranger seemed to like it because I heard a low moan. The stranger pulled back and hurriedly trailed kisses down my throat. I moaned again when the stranger kissed and licked my weak spot.

Medyo lumuwag din and hawak niya sa mga kamay ko kaya nagawa kong sabunutan ang buhok niya at lalo pang idiin ang katawan niya sa akin.

I moaned loudly when the stranger cupped my breasts and played with my nipples again.

"Oh God!"

Nanghihina na ang mga tuhod ko idagdag pang nakainom ako kaya parang naiinitan na ako.

"Do you like it?" tanong niya sa akin.

Medyo husky ang boses niya at hindi ko pa rin makita ang mukha niya dahil madilim at patay ang ilaw.

Bago pa ako makasagot ay iniyakap na niya ang mga hita at binti ko sa bewang niya bago ako iniupo sa may lababo. Bumaba din ang mga labi niya sa dibdib ko. He sucked my pebble-hard nipples that almost made me lose my mind. I arched my back to give the stranger more access.

Naglalakbay na ang mga kamay ko sa ilalim ng damit niya kaya nahawakan ko ang abs niya.

He growled when I started feeling him up. Napaungol ako ng ipinasok niya ang kamay niya sa loob ng shorts ko. Hindi ko alam kung paano niya nabuksan iyon. He found my clit and rubbed his fingers against my wetness.

"Fuck. You're so wet." narinig kong hingal na sabi niya. 

Mas lalo niyang diniinan ang paghalik sa dibdib ko.

That turned me on more and I unconsciously straddled his fingers at sinabayan ang galaw ng mga daliri niya. Napadilat bigla ang mga mata ko nang ipasok niya ang daliri sa loob ko.

That instantly brought me back to reality.

"No!" sigaw ko at buong lakas na itinulak siya.

Bumaba ako sa lababo ang pilit na isinasara ang shorts ko. Nang matapos ay hinarap ko siya at sinampal.

"How dare you?" nanginginig na sigaw ko.

My kness were like jelly. I can't believe that I almost gave myself to a practical stranger.

What a fucking slut. My mother would be proud.

I knew it was not the stranger's fault that I allowed him access to my body.

But still .. kissing me out of nowhere? Hello?

Ini-on ko ang ilaw at bumaha ang liwanag sa paligid.

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko ng makita ang mukha ng kaharap ko.

I can't believe my eyes.

"Ash??!!"

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