•Letters of Hope || Namjin

✉️ : 7

Seokjin Pov.

" someone that desires you,
but scared of rejection "
-RM.

Why? My tears are falling while smiling,
am not sure if am happy because that person like me? Or sad because i cant trust anyone feeling toward me anymore.

I folded the letter and hid it with the other letters in my favorite book.

I closed my locker and wiped my tears but my eyes met someone.. i wish i could disappear right now.

" hey jin " he said as he leaned near my face

" oh.. gikwang "
" whats wrong? Were you crying? "
he asked as he stared deep into my eyes.

" nothing just didn't sleep much.. " i lied to him.
" oh you shouldn't do that.. you gonna waste your beauty this way " he smiled as he caressed my face.
I just looked down as I leaned back to my locker.

" i know we broke up but can i ask you a favor "
I nodded while trying to avoid his eye.

" can we do it again? " i looked at him confused waiting him to finish what he have to say.

He leaned over and blocked my way by placing both his hands next to my face and kissed me.

I pushed him waiting for an explanation.
but he just laughed.

" come on jin i know you liked it " he smirked
" but we broke up. "
i tried to walk away from him.

" you dumped me, but i just cant forget how good you are in bed " he winked at me after pulling my waist to bring me close to his body.

" thats all you care about. " i laughed in disbelief

" come on i can pay for the night too. "
I looked at him shocked but hurt too.

" i can recommend you to my friends later if your desperate for a relationship, so what do you say? "
I really want to hit him but i cant even bring my self to look at his eyes.. i feel disgusted from myself.

" and I recommend my fist on your right cheek? "
I heard a familiar voice speak in a loud voice.

" namjoon? Why the fuck you care. "
gikwang glared at namjoon.
" am his boyfriend why? " namjoon glared back at him before he pulled me to his side.

" tsk. Forget my offer then " he eyed us before leaving with an annoyed expression.

" i cant take my eyes off you cant i? "
he caressed my hair with a small but warm smile.

" thank you. "

" its ok, but why was he talking to you? "
I didnt want to admit that i dated this type of trash but I couldn't ignore his question after helping me.

" his my ex.. "
i bit my bottom lips avoiding his eyes.
" was he the reason behind your trust issue? "
I nodded still looking away from his eyes.

" does he bother you a lot? "
he asked in a serious tone pulling me close to him.
I just shook my head in denial.

" jin? " he left up my chin staring deadly in my eyes.
" never mind.. " he left me and walked away.

I felt sad watching him go but something inside me knew that i don't deserve someone like him so i stayed in my spot as i watched him disappear in front of my eyes in the end of the halls.