This Town (Song Imagine)

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(Play the song above.)

Shawn's pov:

For about 2 years now, each and every morning, the thought of waking up to kiss her still comes to me but then I remember that she is gone. Yet I can still smell her perfume in the air.

I broke up with her. I broke up with (y/n). The girl I truly love. My best friend from my childhood. I am still surprised that she didn't show any emotions when I broke up with her. maybe she wanted to break up with me too.

When I was 18, as my music career grew, I drifted apart from her. I went around the world for my tour. When I came home, I realized how much pain I would have caused to her. I decided to end our relationship. I made up my mind to move out and live in Toronto.

I thought that it would be the best for us but now I realize that I have made a huge mistake.

I still love her.

Maybe if (y/n) and I talk about it one day, everything will be okay. I wish I could tell her everything, the words I never got say before. I wish I was still with her.

Since I have a week break from the tour, I drove to Pickering from Toronto to meet mom, dad and Aaliyah. And hopefully (y/n), too.

Whenever I set a step in this town, I remember the times when (y/n) and I used to hang out after school.

I walk into Baskin Robins. It was (y/n)'s favourite place to go to. It was the place where we went on our first date.

*Flashback*

I finally asked (y/n) out on a date. We are going to Baskin Robins.

As we get there, we order our favourite ice-cream and sit down to eat it.

As we eat, we talk about our lives and joked around by making puns relating to ice-cream.

"My heart melts when I am with you." I say as (y/n) giggles.

Suddenly, she touches my nose.

"You had ice-cream on your nose, Shawny" We both laugh. Shawny was a nickname that (y/n) gave me when we first became friends. She calls me Shawny since then.

*Flashback ends*

I sit there regretting my decisions  and scroll through Instagram. I notice that I have many notifications of tagged pictures and I click on one. To my astonishment, I see dozens of pictures of (y/n). I go over to her account and click on a picture of me and her. I scroll through the comments of that picture.

shawnsweetheartxx  thank god Shawn broke up with her. he deserves so much better. she probably used him to get more followers

ssupersshawn  just delete all the pictures with him

weloveyoumendes  y'all are being so rude to her

dolansarmy  @weloveyoumendes its not like he actually loved her. I mean look at her lol

jacklover123  You guys are supposed to be Shawn's fans! You shouldn't hate on (y/n)

weloveyoumendes  ^exactly


Maybe this is the reason why (y/n) didn't hesitate to break up with me. She was probably tired of getting hate and didn't tell me.

As I am reading the comments on (y/n)'s picture, I hear (y/n)'s laugh. I look up and see (y/n) sitting two tables across from me. With another guy.

I guess she moved on with someone new. She seems happier with him.

I should probably go before they can see me. I slowly get up and start walking towards the door which is behind them. I pretend to be on my phone as I walk past them.

"Shawn?" I hear my name being called by (y/n). I stop walking and close my eyes and start thinking about what's gonna happen next.

"Shawn?" She calls me once again. I feel someone's hand on my shoulder. Without wasting another second, I continue to walk.

"Shawn, wait! I need to talk to you." I turn around and finally make eye contact with her.

"I need to go to the studio for something. I'll catch up with you later!" I turn around once again and quickly head out. I walk to the corner of the plaza and lean against the brick walls. Tears that formed in my eyes made my vision blurry.

I can't talk her. Especially when she already moved on. If I stayed there for any longer I would've started crying in front of everyone.

Maybe it's better if I just keep my distance from her and try to move on.

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