Shawn Mendes Imagines

It's Better If I Leave - SM

A/n: Hey guys! I'm really really sorry. I know I said that it's summer in my last imagine, which meant that I would be able to post every week, but something came up. Anyways enjoy this imagine!

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Shawn's pov:

As I enter the house, that (y/n) and I share, I call out her name but there's no reply. I call her again. No answer.

That's weird. She always comes running down the stairs when I call her. Oh no! Did something happen to her? Is she hurt?

I quickly run up the stairs and go inside our bedroom. I look around and see that (y/n) isn't there. I notice a sheet of paper sitting under a paperweight on the work desk. I go over to it and pick it up.

It reads:

Shawn,

I know you must be wondering where I am right now but don't worry about it. I am safe.

These 5 years with you have been amazing. You are the most sweet and caring person I've ever met. Throughout these years, everything you ever did for me, made me feel special. And I thank you for that.

All the memories we made in the 5 years are unforgettable. I loved spending time with you. And I loved spending time with your parents and sister. I had a great time at this house.

I'm sorry but we have to break up. And you didn't do anything. It's my fault. I should've told you this in person but I could not get the courage to do it.

Our relationship was perfect. But my feelings for you have changed now. I can't be in this relationship anymore. Even if we decide to give it a second chance, we won't be happy with our relationship.

By the time you read this, I'll already be out of your house.

And please don't try to find me

Because it's better if I leave

- (y/n)

Wait. (Y/n) can't do this to me. She can't. She wouldn't.

Tears start pouring out of my eyes before I know it.

I need to find her right now before I loose her forever. I can't let her go. I love her.

And please don't try to find me
Because it's better if I leave

The last two phrases from the letter replay inside my mind over and over.

No. I have to find her. She's my everything. I'm not going to give up so easily.

I run downstairs with the letter in my hand. I lock the front door as I walk out and quickly hop inside my jeep.

I turn on the vehicle and head over to (y/n)'s parent's apartment.

*5 Minutes later*

I get out of my car and run towards the building. Luckily one of the elavators was already at the ground level. As the doors open, I run inside and press the button which read 7.

*A few seconds later*

As I knock in the door, (y/n)'s mom opens the door.

"Shawn, are you okay? It looks like  you have been crying."

"No I'm not okay, mom. Where is
(y/n)? She left our house and--"

"Oh hello Shawn. What are you doing here?" I look behind (y/n)'s mom and see (y/n)'s dad in the living room.

"Mom, dad. (Y/n) left our house and she left me this letter." I hand both of them the letter.

As they read the letter, their expressions show worry. They look up and make eye contact with me.

"Do you know where she could be now?" I ask.

"We don't know but she usually goes to the lakeshore."

"I'll go get her."

*An hour later*

As I get out of my jeep, I see (y/n) standing near the dock. I run over to the dock and hug her.

"I'm so glad I found you."

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