14:Lost

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Lost

my soul is made of music
it composes symphonies when I'm overjoyed
a song for every feeling .
when I can't put them into words,
the melody of a song can.
when the first notes tickle my ears
I get moved
emotionally
physically
and mentally
to tears
to dance
to a far away land where everything is grace and wonder
I become so enraptured that I forget,
forget the pain,
forget the sadness
it's the only thing capable of taking my breath away
only thing capable of gracing a smile upon my face
only thing that can make me tremble
the only thing that can persuade me
for better
or for worse
it runs my life
and without it I would be lost
it is my narcotic
I crave it
without it I am not me
without it I would be nothing
no matter what I do I always end up succumbing to its magic
I don't quite understand how
but I don't care
as long as it can continue to make me as speechless as it does
as long as it can give me such a vast amount,
such a spectrum of emotion
then I do not care
so I open my wings and allow it to continue
to hold my breath,
my heart,
and my soul
captive

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I was so happy yesterday and now I just feel like I'd rather die than make an attempt to move out of bed...im so distressed and depressed.
sorry for such a last minute update
until next time
bye my lovely's

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