35:Deja vu

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this is all terrifyingly familiar
the taste in the air
the cool of the wind
the scent the rain carries

it all gives me an uneasy feeling

I'm not sure what it is
but I've felt it before
I've lived through this before

my thoughts are crowded
my mind heavy with dark images

I'm filled with distrust
cold and vulnerable
drowning in a tsunami of emotions

I don't quiet understand why
my gut is telling me to run and hide,
or why my thoughts are going wild
replaying terrible memories

your greedy hand
had rifled through them
placing yourself
in each
and every one

your dark hair and deceptive eyes
crowded and over took them all

only after you left had I realized how bad you were for me

and you took that instinctual
terrified gut feeling along with

now it's back
and I can feel you lingering on the borders of my life
creeping and hiding in the shadows

carried back with the cold wind
and sharp rain

trying to invade and sneak your way back into my life

ready to betray my trust
all over again

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hey guys! I guess this is the end?
I don't quiet know how to feel about this... how do all of you feel?

I guess I'm sad that it's over because this was basically an open diary for me

and to be truthful I don't want this to end

645 reads 187 votes #848 in poetry july 29th 2017

I'll miss you
bye my lovely's...

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