25: Forgettable

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extremely important authors note at the end!!
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F   o   r   g   e   t   t   a   b   l   e

that's what I am

not important
enough
not outstanding
enough
not beautiful
enough

to leave a permanent impression

did I not

W-owowowow-O-wowowowowo-W

you?

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'M SORRY

that I don't live up
to your
GODDAMN
...
standards

that I'm not completely
and absolutely
FUCKING
...
perfect
...
enough
...
for
...
you!

I didn't know
that I had
to be
down
on
my
knees
groveling,
begging,
and
kissing
your
ASS

to have
the 'honor'
to be able
to look you
in the eyes

much less
be
in the same
DAMN
room
as you

I'm sorry
if im
not good enough
for your
shitty utopia

It might
shock
you

But
I'd rather
be dead

rotting
in my
FUCKING GRAVE
6 feet under
in the putrid mass
of maggots and worms
that are eating me
from the inside out

than have to change
every
GODDAMNED
thing about me
for someone
who doesn't even care
if I exist

who only cares
if I fit their petty standards

well
guess what?

I
D            O            N        '       T
F-U-C-K-I-N-G
CARE

if you can't accept me
the way that I already am
then you don't
DESERVE
me
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GUYS I have other ideas I want to work on...but I want to do them separately so that I can fully commit to them.

I need one person to pick a number between 27 and 50!

The first person to vote and comment their choice determines the fate of this book...so choose wisely!

in the next chapter I will reveal the secret and then we will have a vote!
238 reads #669 in poetry June 26th

so proud of kittycheetah for getting her book "silently screaming" onto the what's rising row in poetry her poems are so amazing and you should check them out!!!
until next time
bye my lovely's

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