extremely important authors note at the end!!
---------------------------------------------------------F o r g e t t a b l e
that's what I am
not important
enough
not outstanding
enough
not beautiful
enoughto leave a permanent impression
did I not
W-owowowow-O-wowowowowo-W
you?
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'M SORRY
that I don't live up
to your
GODDAMN
...
standardsthat I'm not completely
and absolutely
FUCKING
...
perfect
...
enough
...
for
...
you!I didn't know
that I had
to be
down
on
my
knees
groveling,
begging,
and
kissing
your
ASSto have
the 'honor'
to be able
to look you
in the eyesmuch less
be
in the same
DAMN
room
as youI'm sorry
if im
not good enough
for your
shitty utopiaIt might
shock
youBut
I'd rather
be deadrotting
in my
FUCKING GRAVE
6 feet under
in the putrid mass
of maggots and worms
that are eating me
from the inside outthan have to change
every
GODDAMNED
thing about me
for someone
who doesn't even care
if I existwho only cares
if I fit their petty standardswell
guess what?I
D O N ' T
F-U-C-K-I-N-G
CAREif you can't accept me
the way that I already am
then you don't
DESERVE
me
---------------------------------------------------------GUYS I have other ideas I want to work on...but I want to do them separately so that I can fully commit to them.
I need one person to pick a number between 27 and 50!
The first person to vote and comment their choice determines the fate of this book...so choose wisely!
in the next chapter I will reveal the secret and then we will have a vote!
238 reads #669 in poetry June 26thso proud of kittycheetah for getting her book "silently screaming" onto the what's rising row in poetry her poems are so amazing and you should check them out!!!
until next time
bye my lovely's
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Meraki
PoetryWARNING: slightly/extremely cringy poems I wrote in 7th and 8th grade so be prepared let the notes carry you away to a far away land where your thoughts can stray keep your head above the water, even when you feel like drowning depressing, happy, a...