So yesterday I went to my schools chorus festival, which means the seventh and eighth grade chorus went to a different school and sang for some strangers so they could judge us—not even in a competition or anything, we just go there so people can judge us and tell us how to improve. Afterwards, we went to FunTown, don't ask me why because I don't know. We probably could have gone back to school. This is how my day went
1. Had to get up early to get to school on time so I could catch the bus from school to festival
2. Arrive at school, take two steps from my dads car and my bra clasp breaks. *yay*
3. Get back in the car and frantically try to fix it
4. Goes inside after I think I fix it and I'm fine for ten minutes, until I have to go to the bus and right as I'm leaving it BREAKS AGAIN
5. Back inside, grab a binder clip and clip my bra together with that on the bus because what else was I supposed to do
6. Find out that my only friend in chorus who would reliably hang out with me wasn't in town
7. Sit alone on the bus for a half hour with broken earbuds
8. The festival itself wasn't really anything important so skipping that
9. Arrive at FunTown, and sit alone at a picnic table
10. After every one else goes in rides with their friends, I'm sitting alone—meaning my chorus teacher comes over and goes
"Cedi, aren't you going to go on any rides?"
"I uhh...don't have any friends in chorus."
"Oh right, you don't, ____ isn't here."
(Random chaperone): "aww, ouch" (thanks lady)
"I'm just drawing, I'm fine. Really."
"Do you want us to go on any rides with you?"
"No, no I'm good. I'm not really a ride person..."
"Okay I guess."
11. Spend hours sitting alone at my picnic table getting sympathetic looks from all the workers and random chaperones
12. Go on all the rides I actually like, alone, getting pitying looks from everyone. At the Ferris wheel the woman actually asked me if I was supposed to have someone with me
"Aww, were you supposed to have a friend who isn't here?"
"Yeah, but he couldn't make it."
"Oh, that sucks. So you're going on this ride alone?"
"Yeah."
"Oh. Okay."
13. (Wow, okay, guess I'm just a pathetic loner then thanks lady) Finally I give up and text my dad to come get me at one
14. HE'S SUBBING UNTIL 2:30 GREEAAAAAT
15. Keep sitting alone at my table for a few more hours, get some fudge for my family
16. A girl who I'm going to call M pulls me away from sulking to the bumper cars and adopts me as her friend for the rest of the day, which was nice
17. At the bumper cars, I'm hit really hard and my bra busts open again while my inner monologue screams "SHIIITTTT"
18. I go to the bathroom and fix it quickly before being taken to more rides and actually having fun for the last hour and a half
19. Dad picks me up and I go home about two hours early
So that was my day yesterday, really not helping my supposed reputation around adults that I don't have any friends
I SWEAR THEY'RE REAL
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Fangirldom, a randomness book
बेतरतीबCurrently a randomness book. I cuss a lot. This is technically a follow up to Welcome Fangirls (the cringe) but it's a lot more chill and random thoughts and mostly shitposts but hopefully we'll both have a good time.
