"Hey little brother, are you alright?" Namjoon asked and unwilling his eyes went over at Hoseok who looked sad.

"I'm fine. I'm just going for a walk." Jungkook said and looked away from Hoseok.

"Alright. Have a good walk and just so you know Hoseok is staying for dinner." Namjoon said and now Jungkook sort of felt like Hoseok was taunting him.

"Fine." Jungkook said and turned around. He walked out the door and put his headphones in. The music floaded in his mind and took it over. He let it calm him down. Though the music could only keep his thoughts away for so long. He dreamed about what would happen if they got together. It would probably be complicated. Namjoon wouldn't want to see them kiss. Whenever Hoseok came over it would be weird if he was in Namjoon's room because Jungkook wanted to be with him too and the other way around. Jungkook sighed, maybe it was better not to. Though a little voice inside him said it could work because what they had was special. He and Namjoon had a good relationship and they could all hang out togerher and Hoseok could come over and spend some of the time with each of them. It could work if they wanted it to. Jungkook sighed again but Hoseok didn't want it to. Jungkook kept walking for hours until he got a text from Namjoon asking if he was okay because he had been out for a while. He texted back he was but he would come home soon. He started to walk home with his thoughts still spinning. When he came home he dreaded to see Hoseok again but Namjoon told him he had gone home as he wasn't feeling well. Jungkook felt even worse hearing that and spend the rest of the day in his room.
The next days he didn't see Hoseok. He and Namjoon had only been together once more and it was at Hoseok's.
One day as Jungkook was walking to the kitchen a hand pulled him into his parents bedroom.

"What the-" Someone put a hand over his mouth. He looked up and saw it was Hoseok. Jungkook almost felt like smiling.

"I've missed you." He said in a sweet tone which made Jungkook's knees go weak.

"I've missed you too. Though you said we couldn't be together." Jungkook said and looked down.

"I know and we can't but-Jungkook I can't get you out of my mind. I want to kiss you so badly. Can't we just kiss one more time?" Hoseok said and sounded like he would die without Jungkook's kiss. Jungkook had to admit he felt the same way. It was like someone was pulling their bodies together, some unknown force. Jungkook moved closer and Hoseok pulled him the last way. Their lips met in a passionate kiss. Hoseok pulled Jungkook as close as possible and Jungkook put his arms around Hoseok's neck. Jungkook thought he didn't even need air, he only needed Hoseok. The kiss seemed to never stop but Jungkook didn't mind. Their bodies pressed so hard together, it felt as they were one. After Jungkook didn't even know how long, they pulled away. They were breathing heavy. They let go of each other and looked at the other.

"Just so you know. I'm staying over tonight." Hoseok said and Jungkook nodded.

"We can't have sex. Not again. It would break me." Jungkook said. He could barely handle to kiss him without going crazy about the fact they couldn't be together. Having sex would ruin him.

"I know but can I at least come into you?" Hoseok asked.

"You can." Jungkook said. It was stupid and he knew it but with Hoseok he felt helpless.

"Alright." Hoseok said. He opened the door and walked out first. Jungkook waited a little and walked out afterwards. The entire day Jungkook's body was buzzing and itching for the touch of Hoseok. A few times they got to kiss and it never stopped feeling amazing. When it was night Jungkook lay in his bed waiting. He heard the door open and saw Hoseok came inside. Jungkook moved so he could lie next to Jungkook and look at him. Carefully Hoseok leaned in and Jungkook followed his lead. Their lips met and it was gentle this time. When they pulled away Jungkook couldn't help but let his hand run through Hoseok's hair.

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