We're Monsters[[DISCONTINUED]]

Hey.

   Hey guys. I just want you to know, thank you so much for 5k reads! Like! Oh my god thank you so much! To be honest, I didn't think I'd get more than twenty or so.
I really am thankful, I really am. I am always telling myself "You're not good enough. You won't ever be, no matter how much you improve, how many classes you take, you'll never be able to write a good story, stop trying," and I've been this way forever. When I see people liking through my chapters, I have two different reactions, one, "Oh my gosh! Thank you so much!" Or the more common version, "Stop, just stop reading. This story is sh*t. Thank you, but, it's not any good."
I am basically a bully to myself, all I do is beat myself down, rarely lifting my self up, never telling myself the things I've accomplished, all I do is beat myself up. And I feel like I'm being horrible by doing it's to myself, but can't stop. I just can't.
   It makes me cry to see people actually LIKE the things I make, yeah I'm harsh as all hell on myself, and it's not healthy, but, I really am so thankful!
Who knew a 13 year old girl, lacking in any self-confidence, would become so popular. piggy1090, I want to thank her for actually convincing me to post my stories, when I feel basically, that it's sh*t. Yeah, some people would says "If you feel so bad about it, why don't you just discontinue, or delete the story?" I don't want to, I know people enjoy it, and I'm going to keep this up.
To sum this all up, the next chapter should be up soon, not as in today or tomorrow, maybe tomorrow? I don't know. Thank you all so much, I don't know what I'd do.

(Note; I'm sorry about the picture. I know it doesn't fit, but it's funny and I wanted to share it I'm sorry, don't know where I got it either.)