56. Childhood love

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Jonghyuns PoV

I did something that i will never forgive myself.

I pulled her close and hugged her tightly.

I know it's not that bad but I feel like a betrayer.

"Jongjong?" She said my nickname that she called me before and all the memories came back. She looked up at me cause she was way shorter than me.

He face was so close and I don't know why but in that moment she looked so much like Mina.

Her warms...

Her hug...

Her look...
Even her smell is similar...

I miss her already...

But she will never love me...

"Jonghyun? Are yo-"

"Mina..." I said and my eyes filled with tears when I leaned in to give her a deep kiss.

I missed it. The warmth. Those lips. I miss Mina already even if it's just been a few minutes that I saw her.

Why do I feel so far from her?

Is it because she will never love me back?

I didn't know what got into me.

I was kissing Apple while thinking of Mina.

I couldn't stop when my one hand traveled down to her waist and the other one to her face kissing her deeper.

It felt like I was kissing Mina...

That was the reason I couldn't stop.

Cause she felt so real... so irresistible.

*CLACK*

We heard something smash to the ground when we pulled away. My eyes widened when I realized what I just did. I couldnt move and couldn't even look where the voice came from.

"M-Mina?" I said but realized right after that it was Apple.

"J-Jonghyun..." Apple said and tears started to roll down her cheeks.

"I'm sorry! It was a mistake!" I said and turned on my heels back home when I stopped finding something on the ground.

A phone?

I picked it up.

It looked like Minas.

I clicked on the home button and my eyes widened in shock.

There was a picture of me and her as her lock screen.

That means...

THATS HER PHONE?

That means...

No

NO!

She cant... no she couldn't have seen us no!

I started to run home as fast as I could searching for her in every room.

"Mina?!"

"MINA!!!"

I called but no answer.

Where is she?

I pulled out my phone and dialed her number but then something in my pocket vibrated making me face palm myself.

I forgot that her phone is here.

I ran out again.

Mina please... please let me find you!

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