DISTANCE (Josh Dun x Reader) (SEQUEL) ✧ idkbrooklyn

ten

-Josh's P.O.V-

Tyler thinks I need to evaluate all of these thoughts and emotions going on in my head right now.

I guess I'll try that.

Walking with my drumsticks cradled in my hand, I sit on the seat located behind my drums and begin to mindlessly play the instrument.

(Y/N) and I have a lot in common.

We think a lot of the same things, like a lot of the same things...

I'm happy we're friends.

But was I happier when I was with her?

-FLASHBACK-

"You're wearing my shirt again?" I groan, walking towards (Y/N).

"Good morning to you too." She chuckles.

I smile and wrap (Y/N) in a tight squeeze.

"Morning, sunshine." I peck the top of her head.

-FLASHBACK END-

I blink as my eyes dart down to the shirt I was wearing.

My NASA shirt, the one (Y/N) loved to wear.

(A/N: i've made a lot of references to the NASA shirt in these books lol whoops)

(Y/N) was good to me. I knew she'd never do anything to break my trust.

It's just...after we both began touring in separate spots, something bad inside me kind of clicked and made me start to question our relationship.

-FLASHBACK-

What am I gonna do?

You're holding her back.

She's better off without you.

Why am I thinking like this? (Y/N) loves me...