Computer Class

Time and Time Again

"Hey Allz, I just wanted to ask you something."

"Sure what is it?"

"Well I saw you with Y/n this morning and I kind of wondering why?" I looked at her weirdly since the question was a bit odd. "Y/n and I are friends and she wanted to tell me something."

"Oh." For the rest of practice, Camila and I just kept jogging in silence.

-One Month Later-

Y/n
It has been a month since my Mom had told me of her plan and it has been a whole month filled with failure. You see every time I had tried to tell Camila that Grant was up to no good, she would just shake her head and walk away. She wouldn't even believe me which kind of hurts a bit but I just shook it off.

But it's also been a whole month of seeing Grant and Camila flirting and kissing. Every time I see the sight of them being all lovey dovey made me want to puke and cry at the same time. Seeing the love of your life in the arms of someone else sucked major balls.

In other news, Lauren and Ally have been dating for two weeks now which I got to say I'm pretty happy for them. Lauren managed to grow a pair, unlike me, and ask out her crush. Of course, Ally said yes. It was obvious that she liked Lauren a lot.

Also, Romeo has been talking to some guy named Dave. They've gone on dates and every time Romeo comes home from a date, he's always so happy. There's this big smile on his face that would appear whenever he would text, call, or facetime Dave. I can't wait to meet the guy though but I know Romeo is a bit scared to introduce Dave to the squad since we might scare him off. That and he wants Dave to be a serious about whatever they are before he would introduce us to him.

But back to Camila. I was making my way to her and Grant. They were making out like usual and I just wanted to tear my eyes out. Once I was a close enough distance, I had cleared my throat making them separate and look at me. "I need to talk to you Camila." She sighed and pecked Grants lips before saying, "I'll see you at lunch Babe." With that, he walked away. Camila faced me and crossed her arms. "What do you want Y/n?" She said in a harsh tone. It did hurt a bit but I still had a small smile on my face.

"I need you to listen to me Camila. Grant is no good." She groaned at my words, probably tired of hearing me saying it for the past month. "Y/n, Grant is a good guy. He's my secret admirer. He was there way before you were." Actually, he wasn't.

"Camila I swear, he's not what you think he is. He's lying to you." I desperately said. Why can't she just believe me? "He's not even your secret admirer."

"And who is Y/n? Tell me." I kept quiet at her question, not wanting to give the answer away just yet. "Exactly, you're the one telling lies here not Grant." She got closer to me and started to poke my chest harshly. "You know what, I think you're just jealous that Grant and I are together, that I broke up with you for him. Well news flash Y/n, I'm over you so stop being a pathetic bitch and move on. And don't even think about talking to me ever again."

I was still silent. I didn't want to talk because if I did, she would hear the crack in my voice at how much that had hurt me. But I had wanted to remain strong, to not let her see me weak. Gosh Camila, loving you really hurts.

-One Month Later-

Well everything has changed for me. I had done what Camila had asked and had stopped talking to her. I didn't tell my Mom that though. She would've been pissed at how fast I given up on her and would've probably smacked me even more.

But I miss the old Camila so much. When I say the old Camila, I mean the girl that had made me fall for her in such a short amount of time. The girl that I would've given up my life for. The girl that made me weak. But now, that girl is gone. Ever since she's been with Grant, he's been changing her. She's becoming more of a bitch and acting like a badass. She even quitted softball which was a shocker to her 4 best friends since she loved softball with all her heart. But now, I don't know anymore. Sometimes I would see the old Camila but it would be gone in just a matter of milliseconds.

Today was no different from all the other days. I had picked up Ally like usual along with Amandla and Jaden. We had walked down the halls like usual and went to class like usual. Except something had happened.

I was on my way to lunch when I saw a crowd forming around two people. They started to cheer "Fight! Fight! Fight" which was never good. I pushed my way into the middle and my eyes widen at who was in the middle.

It was Camila and some other junior. Camila looked pissed but I don't even know why. She raised her fist and was about to punch the junior until I had pushed the junior out of the way and had taken the hit.

Now, I've had years of training so I was used to being hit in the head but this was different. She had hit my right eye but what I had failed to notice was the ring that she was wearing. There were gasps heard everywhere and I felt something going down my eye.

I touched my face and looked down my hands. It was blood. I immediately covered my eye and looked at Camila. She looked at me with wide eyes and a shocked expression. "Y/n I-" she started to walked towards me but I stepped back. Guilt washed over her face and body. "Just don't Camila. Just...just fuck off." I walked out the crowd and to the parking lot.

I got into my car and grabbed a small towel from the glove compartment and held it against my eye. Soon I had started to cry which added to the pain in my injured eye. God Camila, I really love you but you're making it so hard to love you.

Camila
These past two months have been a total bitch. I've had nonstop training from my Dad along with other things. On top of that, I've had to act cold towards Y/n which hurt me more than anything. When I had told her to stop talking to me, I had immediately regretted it but I didn't show it. But Y/n had listened to me and had stopped talking to me ever since.

Also, I'm with Grant now. I thought he would help me move on from Y/n but sadly no. Instead, he helped increase my love for her. I know Grant is supposedly my secret admirer but the more Y/n told me not to trust him, the more I didn't. The way she sounded so desperate made me realize that she was saying the truth. I just wish I had some type of proof, proving that he isn't my secret admirer. What sucks even more is that he told me to quit softball even though I loved the sport so much. But I was dumb enough to listen to him and did it none the less. Call me stupid because I am.

But today was nothing different except when it came to lunch period. This girl had called me and said I was a bitch even though I didn't do anything to her. She kept pushing and shoving me which started to tick me off. "Stop shoving me or else." I said through my gritted teeth. But she didn't listen and shoved me again.

I raised my fist and was about to punch her but she was pushed out the way and instead I had hit someone else. I looked at my hand and noticed that I had on my ring but there was blood on it.

I looked up and gasped, it was Y/n that I had hit. Her eye started to bleed badly that trails of blood were going down her face. Her beautiful fucking face that I had hit.

Then it hit me like a ton of bricks. I had just hit the love of my life. "Y/n I-" I started to walked towards her but she stepped back. It hurt to know that she was probably scared of me. "Just don't Camila. Just...just fuck off." And she walked off. I would've ran after her but what could I possibly do. I mean I always praise on about how you should never hurt the ones you love when I just hurt mine.

So much for protecting her from my Dad when I should be protecting her from me.

Author's Note
Who's your favorite Vigilante member? And Happy Easter, stay safe.