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josh pov
*because why not mix it up*

"it's um broken" i say scratching the back of my neck.

"um okay"

ava doesn't know who i am. well she knows i'm josh but not the josh dun. i know it's dumb of me to keep a secret but i don't know how to tell her without giving my number to a fan.

how do i know i can completely trust her? we've been talking for a little more than a week, and i don't need to change my number again.

"so what was the bad news? i mean unless you don't wa-"

"my sister has leukemia" ava says quickly cutting me off. i stop dead in my tracks.

how could she be handling this so well? "oh ava i'm so sorry"

"don't be. i don't need anyone's sincerity right now" ava says looking away from the camera.

she gets up and walks away to what it seems to be the kitchen. i hear cabinets and other things move and clank before she walks back with a spoon and a tub of ice cream.

i have to say, i couldn't help but look at her beautiful body as she walked away. she was completely flawless. she might not see it but i do.

"awe i want ice cream" i say trying to lighten the subject.

"then come over" ava says. i soon remember we talked about where we lived a few days ago, well more like a week ago. it turns out she lives in cincinnati for schooling. cincinnati is about 107 miles away from columbus, so about a two hour drive from here.

"ava i'm not going to drive two hours to share ice cream with you" i laugh, "by the time i get their you will have either finished or stopped eating it"

"cmon josh i need someone to hang out with" she pouts her lip and gives me puppy eyes into the camera.

"i have to be places in a few hours so the drive won't work anyways" i lie. i have no where to be.

just like i'm lying about who i am. i really should tell her if we are going to be friends. but now i don't know how to say it.

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*the next day*

me: goodmorning cutie ;)

ava: hey

me: how are you feeling today?

ava: i don't know anymore. are feelings even a thing?

me: oh cmon cheer up buttercup

ava: how can i cheer up when my sister willow has leukemia!

ouch.

me: sorry ava avocado

ava: i thought i already told you? i don't like avocados

josh: whatever

ava: geez joshypoo. what's gotten into you??

josh: what am i five? lol

ava: maybe, only you would know.

josh: what do you mean? of course i'm not five

ava: i've never seen your face. you could be five. or you could be some 60 year old pedophile idk

josh: oh  well i'll have you know i'm not 60 nor 5

ava: hey i have class now. talk later?

josh: bye ava ;)

*an*
how's the book so far?
i'm trying so sorry if it's bad lol

all the love!! -rina ;)

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