Old secrets

Chapter 25

Ryan's POV

Come on Chloe, don't do anything stupid. I soon see her come out of the house with a suitcase, I let out a breath when she doesn't have Nora. She puts her suitcase in the back before getting in the front, I stay silent as does she. I start driving not knowing what to say to her

"So umm you can stay at home or I can take you to Harry's" I say after a minute or two of silence.

"Can I stay with you for a bit just till the court date?" She asks nervously, I nod holding back my smile. I hope my parents will be okay with this. I drive back to my place. Chloe and I both in silent, soon enough we walk through my front door

"Hey mom!" I call for her, she comes over from the kitchen and smiles at Chloe and I

"Hey dearie" she says to Chloe, Chloe smiles softly

"Can Chloe stay here for a while?" I ask hesitantly, my mother looks between the two off us before nodding

"Alright I'll get the spare room done up" she says before going upstairs to the spare room

"Come on" I tell Chloe before I lead her up to my room, we really need to talk. I just don't know what to do or say.

Once we get to my room, she sits on my bed playing with her fingers.

"You'll get Nora" I tell her sitting in front of her, she just shakes her head

"I'm a terrible mother" she says starting to cry, oh god. I hate people crying

"Chloe" I sigh as I move over to her wrapping my arms around her

"You are youn-"

"I gave her up basically" she cuts me off as she cries "other teenagers can do it, why can't i?" She asks, I just sigh as I pull her closer

"Chloe you can, I promise you will get Nora" I try to calm her

Chloe's POV

It was around 12am everyone was asleep, I was laying in bed. I'm the room the mccartans are letting me stay in, I want to cry but I can't for some reason. I was a failure, I failed Nora. My parents, I failed them. I even failed Claire, I get up and walk in to the bathroom locking the door. I look at my self in the mirror as a few tears rolled down my cheeks, so now I cry. My eyes flick over to the razor, it was either Ryan's or mr mccartans. Not once I had ever thought of cutting, but in the end why does it matter. I'm nothing, I failed everyone. I failed the person that means the most to me, Nora. I pick up the razor and sit on the ground, my eyes stay on the razor for a few minutes. It's silent until I start crying more

"I'm sorry Nora" I whisper to myself as I bring the razor to my wrist, I failed the one person I'm meant to protect. I slowly slide the razor up to my forearm, I press down on the skin before sliding the razor across my arm. I didn't even flinch when the sting came to my arm, I look down at the blood starting to bleed. I deserve this, I failed my own daughter. My parents and sister.
I cry quietly as I make another cut, then another. I don't feel wanted on this earth anymore, I don't even feel human. I'm just the stupid kid who got pregnant.

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