That One Day

Dear Koharu......

Dear Koharu,
One year ago today we started our lives as idols...or at least you did. I'm sorry I won't be in S4. I'm also sorry for saying that Idoling isn't worth my time. To be honest, I really wanted to tell you about my sickness....but I didn't have the courage too.....I'm sorry for the way you had to figure out my sickness......I just....couldn't hold it in anymore......I hated how y'all told me all that stuff without knowing the truth. And soon.....I just got mad cuz you know I can't stand that type of stuff.

I'm sorry that's how you had to figure out..........I'm sorry fir saying all those things about idoling.............I didn't mean any of it.............I also.......didn't know.....you would ever call me that..............

I'm sorry for leaving you right after you came back for good...........but maybe......it was for the best.......we'll probably.......never see each other again...........

Please don't look for me........to be honest......I don't think I can ever look at you the same way again.........and I don't think I'll ever be the same again........
I hope you'll shine brighter then you ever have before.........

-Yume