When I Was Your Man

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Chapter 30
(Monday)
Finns pov:
I walked into school and saw Rachel and Sam making out in the middle of the hallway . I had no idea she move on so fast it kind of makes me mad .

"Get a room!" I said purposely push Sam into the locker .

"What the hell Hudson!" Sam yelled .

I ignored him but he walked up to me and pushed me .

"What the hell man!" I yelled .

"Yeah that's what I'm thinking !" He said getting up in my face .

"Finn , Sam, stop it's not worth it" Rachel said coming up to us .

"Listen to her Trouty Mouth, she's right you don't wanna fight me" I said .

"That's not my name!" He yelled and punched me in the face .

I got up and pushed him into the locker and we started to fight .

"Finn stop it now!" Rachel yelled breaking us up.

"How can you be with this guy Rachel ?" I asked her upset .

"Back off man!" Sam yelled .

"You broke up with me Finn so don't even go there !" She yelled helping Sam.

"I made a mistake why can't you just forgive me !" I yelled .

"Just go Finn!" She yelled upset and I left .

Rachel's pov:
I took Sam into the bathroom to clean him up .

"I'm sorry if I hurt you," Sam said .

"It's okay Sam , you were just trying to stick up for me " I told him cleaning his face gently.

"I don't know what got into me . I know this is all my fault and...."

"This isn't your fault , it's mine . Finn and I were together for so long and now that's done I'm with you and you're the only one I want " I said .

"Thanks for helping me clean myself up," he said .

"Thanks for sticking up for me" I said .

He looked at me and we hugged . I liked Sam but deep down I felt bad about Finn. I want the best for him but I don't like this version of him .  A couple minutes later , I walked into glee club and Sam went home to get some rest so it was just me .

"Okay everyone Finn has a song for this weeks lesson he wants to sing so listen up" Mr.Shue said and Finn sat on the stool and started :
(Finn)
(Looks down)
Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down
'Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

It all just sounds like oooooh...
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize
(Looks at Rachel)
That I should've bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should've gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, ohh...
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes

It all just sounds like oooooh...
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should've bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should've gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

Although it hurts
I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
Oh, I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want you to know
(Tears come down Rachel's face)
I hope he buys you flowers
I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours
When he has the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man
(End of song)
I quickly wiped my tears as everyone clapped and then I got up and left the room .

"Rachel , Rachel wait!" Finn yelled coming after me .

"No!" I yelled as he touched my shoulder and I slapped him straight across the face . He held his cheek that was red and I looked at him upset .
"You do not get to feel bad for yourself Finn!" I yelled upset at him .

"Rachel please just hear me out!" He begged .

"No!" I yelled , "I am trying to move on Finn and you get to kiss these girls at party's but the moment I try and move on with my life , you go and punch my boyfriend in the face! How is that fair or right? " I asked him .

"You saw me with that girl?" He asked me .

"Yeah I did at Pucks party and it hurt a lot to see you kissing another girl but I'm trying to move on and right I'm with a guy who is kind and sweet and would never try and hurt me or would never doubt my love for him! I like him Finn and as much as I love you it drives me crazy that you can't just be happy for me " I said .

"Rachel I love you ! I love you so much and that is why I can't stand seeing you with him because we belong together !" He yelled .

"No we don't!" I yelled .

He paused and looked at me ,

"Don't say that " he said .

I looked down and said ,

"But it's true, we don't belong together . Look at us , we're fighting in a hallway . This isn't love , I don't know what this is but I know it isn't what I want and I know it's not what you want either" I told him .

He came closer and said ,

"I don't want to live without you,"

"You never have too ," I said "But we can't be together , because we're not working like this " I told him .

"I can make it work" He said .

"Please just let me go" I begged him as he held my hand .

He looked at me and then he nodded and let me go. I looked at him and before I could say another word he left .

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