My Journey

Chapter 10- Hypocrite

1/30/17

Am I the only one who admits that they are a hypocrite?

Like rejection.

Do you know how many times I gotten rejected and I start to complain? I DO THAT ALL THE TIME. ALL THE TIME

So when my friends complain when they rejected I always say "Oh it's just a no. You don't need to worry about it"

But if it was my situation I would say:

"Oh my god . Bob rejected me! Do you believe that? I am a sexy girl why would he reject me? Ugh I am going to drink bleach now"

Just kidding . Don't joke around with bleach that is wrong. Everyone should live.

But in all reality, I would complain like a baby . I am only saying that because today I got rejected. Do you believe that? I mean it's obvious I am a catch (just kidding)

Anyways, here is what happened:

Today I started having feelings for this one guy name Ross. Ross is a really sweet guy, smartest guy I know. Anyways Ross and I were talking a lot and I had this really strange weird feeling with him today, and I liked it. I don't know, it's like the feeling I had with Cory before I went out with him. It was all lovey dovey. The best feeling anyone can ever had. Also this is a big deal from me because I mean, I am finally moving on from Cory and maybe one day I could be in a committed relationship again.

So since today Ross and I were joking around so much I thought it would be nice if I could text him and get to know him more. I texted him when I got home and do you know what happened?

He left me on read.

So I said goodbye kik and deleted it because I was so angry. No one leaves a girl on read.

See how I am complaining yet I get annoyed when people complain about this stuff to me.

I am a hypocrite

But do you see how I am