Love Vampire - A Larry Stylinson Vampire Fanfic --

Chapter 12: I'm Sorry

--Harry xx Pov—

I watch him run away, from me and everything, I didn’t run to him, he needs time to be alone, I am truly sorry that i didn’t know this was his parent’s house, I look at his sister, Lottie, the one who was supposed to be having a birthday today, I can’t believe I killed his sister, he killed his own mother and his twin sisters, I killed his father.

I feel drained, sad, guilty and angry; when i found out we killed his parents I knew Louis will find out sooner or later and i felt something i never thought i will feel, i felt worried, i cared, i cared about his feelings, i didn’t want him to get hurt, i wanted to protect him, that’s why i felt the need to kiss him, to try to tell him through actions that i care about him.

I still can’t remember what happened but i knew from the moment i realized the feeling of protection i had for him was real and that it was right to kiss him and let him know I’m right here for him.

I ran to his direction through the woods and followed the trail of broken tree barks and dented trees, I knew he punched and scraped them, Louis is a lot stronger than what people think he is to be honest, I ran towards the cliff seeing him walking towards it.

I froze, I quickly ran to him hugging him, he tried to pry me off of him, but I’m not letting him go, no I will never do it “Lou please no” I said making him stop “Harry Kill me please” I hugged him tighter “Never” I said making him scream so loud the birds flew out of the woods.

“Please Harry .... Just let me do this, you’ll be happier anyways, please” He said “Happier? Louis I won’t be happier, if you do it there will be a hundred percent chance i will do the same, Please Lou don’t do it, don’t leave me”

--Louis xx Pov—

He doesn’t want me to leave him? Why?  I thought this was all for pity, he didn’t want the memories back, he didn’t want to force himself to like me, he just felt guilty that i didn’t know I killed my own family. I’m not letting Harry ruin my plan I’m letting him control me for the last time honestly i just want this to be over

I hate this drama to be fucking honest “Ok ... I won’t do it” I said calming down on his arms, He smiled at me ... he muttered something else but i ignored it, he held my hand and we run towards our house, maybe i should probably get what Harry wants before all of this could possibly be gone.

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Three weeks later it was now time for us to hide, because Werewolves hunting season is today, basically us vampires hunt humans, werewolves’ hunts vampires, so we need to hide, but i have something else planned

The past 3 weeks have been amazing with me and Harry constantly talking to each other, we even made love for like the first time because it has been so long since we have done that, Harry admitted that he actually loves me, which i laughed at, he was disappointed that i laughed but he clearly shrug my reaction off

Honestly I don’t believe he loves me, he doesn’t i know it, he just pity’s me, he’s just afraid that i might kill myself because of what i did, honestly i would, if i had a chance, which i had right now, I got up from our bed and carefully left him my letter

Harry, I’m sorry but I still can’t forgive myself, I know it isn’t my fault but it’s my family we are talking about, the moment you said you love me i felt pain and guilt because I’m going to do something that will hurt you emotionally, please don’t  look for me, let go Harry ... maybe we will see each other soon, so this is goodbye Harry, I love you x I have always have loved you, even if you changed even if you don’t remember me I still love you, goodbye – Louis

I wiped the tears that were falling down my cheeks, i felt numb again, i felt like something is holding me back, and i know it’s my conscience saying I will regret this, I know i will regret it but i don’t think i can do this anymore, I’m not being overly dramatic ok? This isn’t cliché ... honestly think about it

I.Killed.My.Family. I deserve to die

I walked until i hear the growls coming near me, they smelled me, finally. I turn around and saw Zayn, in his werewolf stance, he still has the honey coloured eyes, which made him different to the other wolves in this village that has black eyes.

He growled at me and I smiled “Hi zayn” I said he tried fighting himself back to not hurt me I step forward to taunt him to attack which he did, I felt a stinging pain when I fell off the ground, I couldn’t move his large paws digging into my sides making me scream

“Louis” He growled my name, I closed my eyes waiting for the bite, but instead i heard a grunt and the paws were gone I opened my eyes to see Harry, fighting Zayn, he bites Zayn’s neck causing him to whimper and scurry away, Harry glares at me and I just stared

“Why do you have to ruin it?” I ask he seems to be taken back to my sudden question; tears fell from his eyes “You are willing to leave me huh? Louis” He asked I nodded coldly “I’m not letting it happen” He growled at me carrying me bridal style and ran to the house locking the doors from the inside.

“You are never going out of my sight ever again you hear me?” He shouts I flinched at his tone “Yes” I said coldly I walked away, and i knew he was following me to the room, i can hear his not so subtle sobbing I turn around and hug him “Louis” He said

“I’m sorry Harry” I said which made him smile

He must’ve thought the suicide thoughts were gone, which wasn’t gone to be honest, I have only one thing left to do, one thing to do. I hugged him tightly knowing this will be the last time I will be hugging him.

A/N

Hello ... Louis and his suicide thoughts, Louis is out of control tbfh so what do guys think and i hope you guys like the chapters, I uploaded 2 yey ... because you guys definitely deserve it, take it as an apology for the crappy chapters on the last update so yeah ... I hope you guys love this

10 votes here and 10 votes on the previous chapter before I’ll update bye -Jamila