This Is Us || Niall Horan fanfic

Chapter 27: Blaming Myself

I went downstairs to the kitchen. I made me some hot tea. It's really chilly outside. After I made tea, I sat down the couch. I took my phone and texted my besties

To: Marceline, Jennifer, Zoella, Perrie, Eleanor and Danielle

From: Sam

Hi Guys! Wanna watch The Hunger Games: Catching Fire tomorrow? Are you guys free? Just text me back! Thanks :) P.S. I'll treat you guys! xx

Then I pressed the Send button. Minutes later, 5 messages came in. It was from Marceline, Jennifer, Perrie, Eleanor and Danielle! But 1 is missing. Is Zoella not going to come? Maybe she has work and stuff. I read all of the five messages and all of it said that they can come tomorrow! Yes! At least something could make me happy for now. I texted Zoella

To: Zoella

From: Sam

Hi Zoe! Do you wanna watch Catching Fire tomorrow? Me, Marceline, Jennifer, Perrie, Eleanor and Danielle are coming. Are you free?

And pressed Send. Then she texted me back

To: Sam

From: Zoella

Hi Sammy! I really want to watch with you guys but I can't because I need to do some stuff, do some vlogs and edit videos. I'm really sorry! I can't come with you guys :'( 

I texted her back

To: Zoella

From: Sam

Oh it's ok :) But I wish you could go :( It's okay. Me and you could go to the mall someday. Thanks! :)

and pressed Send. 

I'm so excited for tomorrow! Thank goodness that something can make me happy. I've been so depressed for days but I just act happy. They think I'm okay but I'm not. 

I looked at the clock and saw it was already 8:55pm. I changed my clothes into my winter/thick clothes and went outside. I walked to the cafe I went a few days ago. The weather is really bad. It's cold. I'm wearing the sweater Niall gave me again. It's just so soft and comfortable to wear. I arrived at the cafe and saw people inside (not too many). Most of them took pictures with me and some asked my autograph. 

I went to the cashier and ordered my food. I payed for my food and went to a table. I ate my food while looking through my Twitter. Then my phone rang and I saw it was a text from Ashton

To: Sam

From: Ashton

Hi Sam! Whatcha doin'? 

then I texted him

To: Ashton

From: Sam

Hi Ash! Nothing I'm just here at my favourite cafe just eating :)

and he texted me back

To: Sam

From: Ashton

Oh okay :) Nothing. I'm just bored here

After I ate, I walked back to my house. I'm scared. The street is dark but there are some street lights. I looked at my watch and saw it was 9:55pm. I unlocked my phone, wore my headphones and listened to Ellie Goulding's song Burn. I arrived at my house and unlocked the door and went inside. I took off my coat and hang it to the coat rack near the door. I walked upstairs and changed my clothes into my sleep clothes and wore cute slippers. 

I laid down the bed and fell into sleep.

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CHAPTER 27!!!!

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