6 month had passed since i moved on to live with Ash, it has been very happy and calm full of love and laughter
Since then Justin and i had never been a part for once, we spent the major of our time together in the day and partying or cuddling while watching a movie in the night
As if i just moved on to be with him and not Ash, but she is totally okay with it cause she wants to see both of us happy especially after many times where her brother would tell her to talk to me and ask me if i would go out with him
He is such a great guy and he gets me a lot, we understand each others, till now we haven't argued at anything except who will make the popcorn while we are watching an interesting movie
We learned to share everything with each others and to be honest and opened up to one another so that our relationship would work and it gladly did. I am more than happy to have him in my life cause i feel in some kind of way that he completes the empty holes buried inside of me
I know that if i told my story to anyone they would think i am a slut or a bitch running from one person to another in this very short time, but its not true. Jake was a jerk to me after he knew i have nowhere to stay and after me facing problems, he only wanted me when i am happy and willing to give him everything he wants and the proof is that few days after we broke up he found a new chick and is running his mouth into her pants just like he did to me. I thought it was true love and he loved me but he didn't instead he fooled me and told me every nice word a girl wants to hear just to have what he wanted.
The incident with my "father" well i would never love to recall that and since that day i haven't seen his face and i don't want to.
Justin knew about what happened with my father when he was standing by the door while i told Ash but after few days he told me to tell him what happened and i did, i had to cry like a little baby in his arms for hours till i fell asleep.
And then came Jess, whom i didn't talk to since the day i moved here i wanted to talk to her but i am afraid to do it. To me Jess was the beautiful mistake of my life, its weird to say that if i would go back i would never change anything happened between the two of us because i was happy beside her and she taught me to be strong and overcome all the stuff that happened in my life and start over. She was the beginning of my first white page. I admit what we did was a mistake but it was great. I was able to express my feelings in front of her and say everything
But maybe i felt this way because she was the only one that was there beside me when i needed someone to.
Justin didn't say anything about what happened between me and her and he didn't even judge me, thats what i love about him that he supports everything i do as long as it makes me happy and satisfied
I finally understood the meaning of being happy and that was in the arms of Justin
I was very excited for tomorrow cause its my birthday. Justin acted like he doesn't remember but i know he does and Ash have been talking about a huge surprise since a couple of days, i begged her to tell me but still she didn't say anything
"He is too excited i don't want to ruin the surprise" she said and i stopped asking her again
When i headed to the room it was already midnight and Justin is still out with his friends who came back from a far place just to see him today
*when will you be back* as soon as i sent the text Justin stepped in the room with a wide smile
"Good your here ... How was your night" i asked as i stepped closer to him
"It was fun but i missed you" he wrapped his arms around my waist and put his forehead on mine
"Me too babe" i kissed him, i could feel his smile as he kissed me back
"Cmon lets go to sleep cause we have a long day tomorrow"
"Why ! where are we going?" The excitement pulls again
"Uhm no i just wanted to take you to the park or something" i knew he is hiding something
Beeeepppp beeeeppppp
I woke up at the annoying alarm. I opened my eyes slowly to see Justin's angelic sleeping face, he looked adorable, i would stare at him for hours without getting bored
I came closer and gave him a kiss on his cheek, as soon as i did that he opened his eyes and smiled at me
"Happy birthday my princess" he said and i smiled even more at his words
"Thank you my charming boyfriend"
"Now get up and lets head downstairs for breakfast before we go"
"Where are we going Justin tell me please, its my bday don't make me wait more" i whined
"Don't make me tickle you... You must be patient love"
"Fine but i am so excited" i jumped off bed and headed to the bathroom to take a quick bath
"You better be" he said from behind the door and i giggled thinking of all the possibilities
