Everything around me seemed to be dark and scary more than usual. Everything has changed, im not the same girl i was in the morning anymore, im not the same girl who goes out with her friends and comes back home before her father finds out. This time i will never get back to that horrible place "home".
Growing up people let us allow our imagination to live in a fairy tail and to imagine our own life the way we want it to be. But as we get older we realize that the dreamy stories will ever happen and it just was a beautiful dream. We will figure out that life is harder than we ever expected and its just a scary place full of monsters we should be strong to protect our selves from getting beaten. At this point of my life i felt exactly how is it be to lost, lonely and afraid. I had no where to go and no one to talk to.
I stood for a moment on the edge of the bridge just thinking about everything for the last time and it seemed the best idea that i had thought of so far. Tears flew rapidly from my red swollen eyes, i wiped them with my shirt and then put my hands closer to my chest. I took a deep breath with a wild smile on my face knowing that everything will be okay and i will finally be able to get rid of this nightmare.
"what are you doing" i heard someone shouting which made me put my leg back again. I turned around to see a blonde girl with a tall blonde perfect hair landing on her back and big blue to green eyes with the PERFECT body and really cute face. She was amazing
"who are you?" i asked with a soft weak voice whiping the rest of my tears
"im Jessica but i prefer to call me Jessie. And you?" she said grabbing my hand and taking me away from the edge
"uhm i'm Anna" i slowly said
"lets go somewhere to have a drink or something okay" she asked and i nodded. She seemed really nice and understanding and i guess i have seen her before but i just cant remember where.
"is everything okay now. Do you want to talk about it" she said as we were sitting in a park watching the stars after a long conversation of us getting to know each others more and her trying to convince me that nothing is worth to end my life. And it turned out we were at the same high school but we didnt use to talk to each others that much
"my life is so messed up and everything around me is wrong i dont have anyone to go to and no place to live in all the men that entered my life are horrible i just dont trust anyone" i started sobbing
she put her hand around me and squeezed me tight into a very comfortable hug. I felt something weird in my stomach like butterlies or glitters which was really awkward but i didnt care instead i leaned my head on her shoulder allowing more few tears to escape my eyes
"everything will be okay i promise i will be here by your side dont worry" she comforted me
"thank you so much" i said
"no need. i think we have to get back home you will stay with me i am living with my mom and i am sure she will never mind you living with us as well and we will have so much fun" she smiled
"i dont know this is too much" i said but she stopped me and insisted on me living with them so i agreed since i had no other option besides she is so sweet and i think we will enjoy our time together.
As i look into her face i feel more and more glitter she is stunning and wonderfull, words cant really describe her beauty. I wasnt sure what i was feeling at that moment but i clearly enjoyed it.
We went back to Jessie's home which was well decorated and really nice. I met her extremly kind mother who welcomed me to stay along with no rejections making me feel like her own daughter which reminded me of my mom and made me feel safe in some kind of way. Then Jessie excitedly took me to her room upstairs to unpack my bag and change in pjays.
Her room was so innocent and tidy i actually loved it so much.
"okay now lets change and go have dinner with mom then we can head back and listen to music, chat, and have so much girl fun time i am so excited" Jessie said clapping her hands i could feel her excitment it was pretty cute
i was actually shy to change infront of her at first but when she took her shirt off i stood in amusment staring at her good looking body she was in a perfect shape. She smirked and blushed when she noticed me staring at her then i looked away quickly taking off my shirt and pants and putting on a tight sweatpants and sweatshirts
i came closer to her without even realising what i was doing and tugged her beautiful hair behind her ear. I stood there admiring her amazing face leaning in every second with wide eyes
"Girls dinner is ready" karen, her mom, shouted from downstairs which made me jump up automatically and pull away. We went down by one another and got seeted then started eating the dilicious well made food
"this is so yummy" i said and karen gave me a thankful smile. i was really enjoying time with them
after eating we helped Karen with cleaning the dishes and the table then headed back to the room, i felt strange feeling before going in because i remembered what i did before we got out so i flushed in confusion.
"what is happening to me" i asked my self. i mean why i have some sort of feelings or something this is the first time i felt like that and it is really awkward cause the other person is a girl i never thought i would be a lesbian well i dont mind but i never thought of it. After all women were much better company than men in my life for sure. But its just me being happy and appreciating Jessie's good manner for helping me in everything thats all.
"truth or dare" she asked as were sitting on her bed with legs crossed facing each others
"dare" i said
"uhm i dare you to ..... show me your breasts" she laughed
"what ! haha well this game is getting more interesting by time" i said and blused
"yeah now do it" she demanded. i stared at her for a minute then raised my shirt she was able to see my chest with her eyes opened wide and a huge smirk on her lips which looked really cute. if we were in a diferrent condition i would just lean over and kiss her till i cant take my breath anymore. i shook off my head to keep away these crazy thoughts and continued
"okay i think its enough" i put down my shirt "truth or dare" i asked
"dare" she smiled, interesting
"i dare you to kiss me" i said before even stopping my self i dont know what was going on my mind i just said it. before i apologise and ask for another dare i felt Jessie's lips crashed pationatlly into mine. i felt butterflies attacking my stomack glitters glitters everywhere it was a very strange but beautiful feeling
Her soft wet lips where kissing mine crazily and her tongue just entered my mouth without any permission but i didnt mind it at all. Her hand was softly moving up and down my back and waist and i tugged my hand into her hair then through her neck
it felt so good and refreshing i coldnt feel any better than this moment it was magical in every single way. after few mintes, much longer than a normal kiss would take, we pulled off softly with a big smile on both our lips
"ohh .. i think we should go to sleep becase you know we have high school tomorrow and we need to get up early" Jessie said hardly being able to continue
"Yeah" i only said "hey jess can you sleep with me tonight" i asked after a minute
as she was leaving the room
"yes sure" she rapidly joined and tugged us under the blanket
she put her hands around my waist with my back attached to her stomach it felt really safe
"good night Jess"
"good night Anna"
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