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I opened my eyes annoyed from the light that is right into my face. It was 5:30 on the wooden clock next to me. I didn't move because Jess's hand was still around my waist and I didn't want to wake her up so early. I took a moment to think about everything that happened last night it was crazy actually but as soon as Jess wakes up we need to talk about it I mean I need to know is she have feels for me, wait do I have feelings for her well I don't know, we need to end the confusion inside my mind its killing me. Last night was great with all the butterflies and the sparkles I was able to feel her I was able to be myself and no one else in front of her.
After like 15 minutes of over thinking Jess woke up, she sat down comfortably on the bed next to me and I followed her. We sat in few minutes of silence just staring into each other's eyes and remembering everything
"Good Morning" she finally said which made me smile
"I think we need to talk" I hesitantly said
"it was a mistake, last night, was a big mistake" she said running her hand through her hair "im sorry I have a boyfriend and I cant do this to him he don't deserve it" she added
"well I don't deserve it either" I said getting up from the bed and she followed me
"what are you talking about"
"I I ... never mind"
"what is that" Jess said in shock looking at the bruise my dad left on my neck it was noticeable
"that's from my.." I said then covered my face with my palms welcoming tears
Jess came closer and wrapped her arms around me, It was very comforting, I could feel her crying as I did
"I love you" she said into my ear
"do you have feelings for me" I nearly whispered as she gently whipped the tears from my face
"yes .. well maybe yes I don't know but I think its wrong" she said
"but its not fair" I whined
"what ! why ?" she asked completely waiting for an answer
"because I have feelings for you" I cant believe I admitted it but for my surprise she started smiling
"I cant resist my feelings anymore I cant deny it. I have feelings for you" she put her hands on my face leaning in and placing her lips into mine
She was smiling through the kiss so was I. I was very happy cause this felt so magical
I could feel her hand running tightly up and down my back which sent shivers all over my body. She pulled off my shirt passionately and laid me on bed without losing my lips from hers except when she pulled off the shirt. I love it how she is in control of everything
"ive been waiting so long" she nearly whispered heading her lips to my breasts
I covered my mouth with my palms cause I didn't want to make any noise especially when her mom is in the same house. I flipped her over making me in control this time. I took off her shorts and panties quickly and threw them on the floor
"I need to feel you" I said and then leaned into her thighs. I allowed my mouth to kiss every inch of her, obviously enjoying it, and then I put my finger between her thighs as she covered her face with a pillow so that she doesn't make any noise.
We both laid down on the bed barely being able to breathe. I put my head onto her chest and she wrapped her arm around me closing our eyes. It was perfect
"I love you Jess" I said
"I think I love you too Anna" she said I couldn't help but draw a big smile on my face
"you do ? what about your boyfriend" I asked
"I don't know" she mumbled
"this will not be easy at all" I said
"I know but I cant resist my feelings toward you"
"me too"
"I never thought I would turn out to be a lesbian"
"me too but I don't regret it cause you are the best thing that has ever happened to me"
She raised her head and placed a long kiss on my lips, I bit her bottom lip squeezing it and she entered her tongue into my mouth. All I could feel were Sparks!
"I see I did a pretty good job leaving a mark on your neck" she teased looking at the bruise she made earlier
"damn I have to cover it ! and trust me I will take it back later" I laughed
"i think we need to get dressed for highschool we dont want to be late" Jess said and we both stood up blushing at each others nacked bodies
after getting dressed we headed downstairs to see Karen who had finished making delicious breakfast
"i will never get tired of your amazing cooking mom" Jess said taking a big bite of the muffin
"thanks sweetie im glad you liked them" Karen said
"we love them actually" i added making Karen smile more and more
"whats up with both of you lightning up today" Karen asked
"uhm nothing we just had a fun girl night in" i quitly responded hoping she doesnt notice about what heppened in Jess's room cause it would be very awkward at least for now
"cmon girls liam is waiting for you in his car dont make him wait so long" Karen shouted as we headed up to bring our books
"who is liam" i asked Jess already knowing the answer
"my boyfriend" she said without looking at my face as her expression went to pale
"oh" is all what i could say before we head down
"hey girls you look stunning" liam said opening the door for us he was a genltman i felt so bad for him cause he is not the type of guy a girl would want to cheat on. He is so nice.
"hey babe ! this is my friend Anna" "Anna this is my boyfriend liam" Jess said still not looking into both our faces i guess she is ashamed for keeping our secret and for doing this to Liam. i remaind silent the whole ride to school as they whispered few things now and then.
"i will see you later girls" liam said as we went in different directions
"oh and Jess dont forget our date i have a surprise for you" he added and then kissed her before leaving. A tear escaped my eye but i quickly hid it without anyone noticing. This is hurtful for all of us.
"bye" i said as i was heading to class
Jess gave me a very tight hug "i love you" she whispered in my ear
"i love you too"
