Anna's P.O.V. :
My heart started to race as time went by cause i was more near to telling everything that had happened in my life since Ash left but i will mainly focus about what happened in the past few days cause it was a huge change for me since then
"So what should we start with" she asked
"Uhm i don't know lets chat maybe"
"Im okay with that .. So cmon tell me everything with the smallest details"
"Well that is what i am planning to do but you have to promise to support me and listen to me till the end"
"Good .. Yeah of course i promise"
I took a deep and long breath then i opened my eyes to start everything
"Since you guys left everything has changed my life never was the same. I had no one to talk to anymore no friends no family no nothing. My fa...ather was good at first but then he changed to that alcoholic ignorant guy who spends his night at clubs ignoring me and my needs. I had to be alone most of the time even at school cause no one was able to understand me everyone thought i was the freak who stayed alone and had problems"
Few tears dropped from my eyes knowing that i will somehow break down after i finish the whole story but i whipped them away to continue
"I found someone who can actually understand me or be there for me, or that is what i just thought, i was living a dream i guess cause he was charming and somehow caring maybe he just fooled me or tricked me to believe that he actually cared but he seemed nice to me"
*flashback*
"You look really nice today" jake said as we walked together through the hallway
"Thanks" i blushed i didn't know what else to say
"Uhm so what do you have tonight"
"Well nothing ... i will be at home"
"Great so i will pick you up at 7" he winked and my smile grew wilder then i nodded
*another flashback*
*come and take me out of here now* i sent the message to jake terrified and shaking i wore a shirt and pants which were on the best without even putting underwear on. As soon as jake arrived i ran to his car and slammed the door as fast as i can
"Whats wrong" he asked
"My fa a ather rrraapp..." I couldn't continue i started crying more and more nonstop but he didnt try to calm me down he just stared at me with no single word
"Can we just go to your apartment i need to think about what should i do"
"I don't think its a good idea"
"What... Are you ashamed of me" i couldn't help but cry even more
"I just don't want this to happen I'm done with you coming around every while complaining about your dad and what a big shit he is"
"I thought you were here for me and would help me"
"Im sick of this .. You have to hide everything .. We don't spend time with each others properly because of him and all you do now is cry"
"What the hell am i supposed to do then"
"Ever since i met you my life changed to worst"
"Your being such a jerk" i still couldn't believe what is happening at that moment
"Wait a minute .. You were drinking weren't you". "With that bitch"
Jake has been said to be going out with Taylor, a show off cheerleader, she always used to piss me off and play with my nerves she was jealous cause she liked him and i guess she is getting what she wanted after jake was bored from me. This really hurts
I opened the door of the car and ran away without stopping as tears flew more and more
*end of flashbacks*
"I was actually surprised cause me and used to seem like a perfect couple. Used to hear every once and while that he doesn't love me and he is only using me for his own good i didn't believe that at first cause he convinced me in someway that he had true love for me but now everything is clear.
The more surprising turn of my life is meeting a girl who in someway changed my life into a better one but at the same time she caused me hurt and injuries. I actually loved her, i never noticed i would love a girl this way but i did we had so many things going on and she made me feel better about myself and i did too. I stayed at her house but she had a boyfriend and we couldn't continue with this cause it hurt the two of us and we decided to quit it but i actually still have something for her" i felt my heart breaking a sound inside of me screaming asking for help but there is not aid at all i had to face everything alone
After a while i found myself nearly drowning in tears. I looked at Ash who was staring at me listening carefully and she was crying too. This was so emotional and sad
I stood up and headed to the door cause i need to wash my face in order to continue this night
I opened the door quickly and my eyes traveled to Justin's teary ones who was standing in shock
Jess's P.O.V. :
I couldn't believe what happened .. I just gave in. I lost my virginity to Liam.
I know he always was the one who i wanted to do this with but after these few days
everything has changed, my feelings, my love, my life, everything
I lay down on bed with images and voices of our conversations and of our moments it was .. Well i done exactly know what it was. Me and Liam had already talked about this and we agreed on taking our relationship slow without pushing one another but it just happened. Im loosing control over everything...
"Are you okay" he asked as soon as i laid back
"Yeah i'm good" i said and he smiled
"I think you should talk to Anna"
"What .. Why"
"Well you know you cant just not talk i mean your friends after all"
"Yeah i know" my heart raced fast i couldn't help but feel the pain as i think about her about everything. A tear escaped my face without noticing
"Is something wrong with her"
"No its just that i miss her"
"Yeah i hope so"
Wait .. What .. Does he know anything
I panicked from inside
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