Chapter 26: Depression & Sadness

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I can't let her out of my mind. I'm half a heart without her. I mean she completes me and she's missing. 

After I finished my lunch, I washed the plate and sat down on the couch and watched TV. I was searching for channels and E! News caught my eye "Samantha Williams and Danielle Peazer seen shopping together at the mall and they look so happy" Giuliana Rancic said "But where's Niall?" Jason Kennedy asked "Well we've seen some tweets on Twitter saying that they are over. And Samantha tweeted on Twitter a few days ago saying Hi guys! Hoping you guys feel good. Well actually I'm fine and a little depressed :( We need to stay strong :)" Giuliana said.

News are everywhere and gossip spreads out fast. And our break up is already spreading everywhere. I just can't take it anymore. I want her back.

Suddenly, I fell asleep while watching E! News. I woke up and saw it was already 5:59pm! Woah! I slept for 5 hours. The TV is still on so I turned it off and went upstairs to take a shower.

I walked inside the bathroom and took a shower. After taking a shower, I wore my clothes and looked at my phone. Me and Sam's picture months ago is still my lock screen and home screen. I was smiling while looking at the pictures of us. It always make me smile. I still remember the time when we watched The Hunger Games together. I'll never forget the time when she threw me a surprise party. Bringing back those memories always makes me smile. People, friends keep telling me to move on but I won't. I will not move on.

I laid on my bed looking at the ceiling recalling all of those unforgettable memories. Suddenly, I fell asleep.

Samantha's P.O.V

Well it's already 8:37pm and I've already eaten dinner. I decided to go to the cafe near my house later. I just wanna relax for awhile. I laid down the couch and watched TV. I was watching The X Factor. After watching TV, I wanted a nap. So I rested for awhile on the couch. I woke up at 9:45pm. I went upstairs and changed my house clothes into a thick shirt, pants, jacket and high cut shoes because it's chilly outside.

I went out my house, locked the door and walked to the nearest cafe. I arrived at the cafe and a few people was inside. Some people took pictures with me and some autographs. I went to the cashier and ordered hot coffee and a pastry. I paid my food and sat down a table near the window. I was pouring the creamer and sugar in my coffee when my phone vibrated in my pocket. I looked at it and it was just a text. 

I drank my coffee slowly while using Instagram. I took a picture of myself drinking coffee and the caption was "Having coffee here at the cafe :)" and after I posted it, I saw most of the comments saying "Hi Sam! How are you? Wishing you feel happy :) #HilliamsForever" Awww what a nice comment. Another comment said "Please don't be sad. We are here for you :) Including Niall <3 #HilliamsForever" And a lot more comments said something and they always put #Hilliams or #HilliamsForever. I love Directioners so much :) 

I love the second comment I read. It said "We are here for you :) Including Niall <3" Awwww I love that so much. 

While I was looking through my Instagram, someone just called my name "Sam? Is that you?" The voice said. The voice sounded a little familiar. But I'm not that used to the voice. I looked up and saw Ashton walking towards my table "Oh Hi Ashton" I said and smiled and he hugged me. His hug was nice. I hugged him back. It felt a little weird because when I hugged him, my heartbeat was a little fast. Oh My God what is happening?! 

"Do you wanna sit down on the free seat?" I asked "Sure. I'll just buy a coffee" Ashton said and went to the cashier to buy a coffee. After he bought a coffee, he sat down on the chair in front of me. "So how things are going?" Ashton asked nicely while pouring the sugar in his coffee "I'm fine" I said "It's really freezing outside" Ashton said "Yeah I know" I said. 

"Do you want to take a picture?" Ashton asked "Sure" I said and we took a picture together "Can we have a picture too? I'm gonna put it on Instagram and Twitter" I said "Of course" Ashton said and we took another picture but a little funny this time. I posted the picture on Instagram and Twitter. The caption was "Saw @ashtonirwin here at the cafe :)". After a few minutes, some comments are already there. One said "OMG! That's good!" and another one said "You guys look cute together" and I was like Woaaaahh. I didn't want Ashton to see that because everything would be my fault again.

We talked there for maybe quite a few hours. We knew each other, we exchaged numbers and talked more. Well I'll be honest now. Maybe just MAYBE I may have a little crush on Ashton. I said just a LITTLE! I don't know but I don't to be in more trouble.

After we talked, we decided to go home on our houses. "Do you want me to walk you to your house?" Ashton asked "Oh sure" I said with a smile and he smiled back. Awww he's dimples. We walked to my house and while we were walking, we're talking too. I just hope there's no paparazzi's out here. But paparazzi's are like 24/7.

We arrived at my house "Thanks for walking me" I said "Sure. No problem" Ashton said and smiled "Goodnight" I said and hugged him nicely "Goodnight too" Ashton said and we waved goodbye.

Oh My God I feel a little love! But I don't want to fall in love with Ashton because I'll be in too many rumors and stuff. Just forget it. I had a happy night so I'm happy.

I walked upstairs and went into my room. I changed my clothes and laid down the bed. "I liked this night" I said to myself and fell asleep.

Ashton's P.O.V

Yes! I finally had a conversation with Sam! I'm so happy!! Whenever she hugs me, I feel so happy. I knew I would have a chance to talk to her. I need to tell this to Luke, Calum and Michael! "Guys! I finally had a conversation with Sam" I said and kept smiling "Ohhhhhh!!" They said. Not the teasing again "Did you blush?" Luke asked "I don't know" I said and all of us laughed.

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