take my hand - joshler

13//

ryro: man i love your boyfriend and i don't know what to do

tyjo: neither but i'm sure we'll figure it out x

tyler picked up his ukelele again. he started strumming some more complex chords and singing one of his favourite songs; Bohemian Rhapsody.

ryro names the group crooked cows

tyjo: ryan, babe, are you okay?

ryro: i'm fine wbu

dallon: i have no friends

beebourie: dallon shut the fuck up you don't need friends when you have me xo

dallon: i don't know how to get myself out of this relationship help

melanie: guys

melanie: guys

melanie: guys

beenourie: jesus, what?

ryro: wut

dallon: yeah?

jishwa: ?

melanie: im unloved

tyjo: same

jishwa: tyler what the hell

tyjo: i was kidding ily baby

it was now 11:37pm and tyler was still wide awake. gerard had already fallen asleep along with melanie, dallon and brendon (beebo). these three people were ryan and tyler's internet friends. they talked a lot. brendon was pretty good looking and he had the voice of an angel. dallon and brendon were apparently together and they had some sort of 'force' that couldn't keep them apart, and Melanie, well, she's just crazy. Gerard, on the other hand, is ryan's cousin. Gerard is a cute soul who hasn't aged since he was 3. he's now 16.

tyler, josh and ryan continued talking until about 12:45am when ryan said he needed sleep. tyler and josh continued talking privately.

jishwa: your friends are cool

tyjo: sometimes

jishwa: brendon and dallon, are they together?

tyjo: yeah they have been for about five months now

jishwa: wow we haven't even been together for 5 hours

tyjo: i can't wait until we have like one month anniversaries and stuff

jishwa: if we make it that far

tyler was shocked by the message to say the least.

tyjo: why wouldn't we make it that far?

jishwa: nothing on you it's just that i don't keep relationships for very long

tyjo: on purpose or do they leave you?

jishwa: depends how i feel about the person

jishwa: my longest relationship i've ever had is 3 months and that was with a girl called Debby.

tyjo: well i'm sure we'll make it longer than three months

jishwa: i doubt it

tyjo: why are you being so doubtful? if you love me like you said you did there should be any doubts

jishwa: i do love you tyler

tyjo: then stop doubting us

tyler didn't fall asleep until 3am. he was getting felt like josh didn't really love him. that he was using him. that he was lying to him. tyler didn't like that feeling. it was a dark green feeling. an anxious feeling. however this feelings different, because tyler didn't know how to get rid of it.