Secret protector? (Student teacher love)

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As long as someone'll bleed

So darken your clothes 

Or strike a violent pose 

Maybe they’ll leave you alone, but not me 

The boys and girls in a clique 

The awful names that they stick 

You’re never gonna fit in much, kid 

But if you’re troubled and hurt 

What you got under your shirt 

Will make them pay for the things that they did 

They said all teenagers scare 

The living **** out of me 

They could care less 

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As long as someone'll bleed

So darken your clothes 

Or strike a violent pose 

Maybe they’ll leave you alone, but not me 

Oh yeah

They said all teenagers scare 

The living **** out of me 

They could care less 

As long as someone'll bleed

so darken your clothes 

Or strike a violent pose 

Maybe they’ll leave you alone, but not me 

All together now

Teenagers scare 

The living **** out of me 

They could care less 

As long as someone'll bleed

So darken your clothes 

Or strike a violent pose 

Maybe they’ll leave you alone, but not me

Teenagers scare 

The living **** out of me 

They could care less 

As long as someone'll bleed

So darken your clothes 

Or strike a violent pose 

Maybe they’ll leave you alone, but not me

I arrived home right when the song was done. I went to bed, not bothering to answer the calls on my phone or my brother screaming for me, asking why I was crying. I just needed to go to my room and thinks things through. And thats what I did_____________________________________________________________________________________

Next morning:

"Come on Anna, please call me back, we need to talk about this, you cant just dodge me, please call me, bye." That was the 13th voicemail I got from Vina, and theres no way in hell I'm talking to her. As cold as that seems, she never seemed to be the slut type, to do it with her teacher? Even though I had thoughts of duing, I never actually made a move, knowing the risks and concequesnces.

But what does she do? She lets her feelings get in the way of her concience. I didnt go to school today, too scared to face mr.hamper and Vina. The look mr.hamper gave me confused me as well. Why would he give me that look of, sadness? What he worried I would tell? No matter how much I dissapprove of their relatonship, I woud never forget the fun times I had with Vina, and I would never think of ratting them out. I sighed and go out of bed to stop my mopeing around. I walked out and saw my brother in the couch watching mtv. I sighed, I thought he would be at school! 

He's been yelling at me to get out the room so he could ask me what was wrong. Thinking of it now, he really acts like a father figure. Why? I have no freaking idea, considering hes younge than me, hes just protective i guess.

My mothers moved away I belive, well, shes basiclly a stranger to me, so it doesnt bother me or my brother. I still feel weird, not having parents, but im pratically 18, but that doesnt stop me from crying late at night. 

"Jacob, why the hell didint go to school? " He looked up at me and farrowed his eyes. He looked very mad, never seen his mad actually

"I heard what Vina did, are you ok?"  He barley said. I looked at his suprised, how the hell did he know that? Vina would'nt tell him that! A tear fell from his eye and I went to hug him.

"How did you know? Why are you crying, please dont cry, your my little brother" That was true, since he was small I hated when he cried. Once when a boy was making fun of him in 3rd grade, I went to his school, into his classroom, and yelled at his teacher for allowing this. The boy said my brother was a (bunch of bad words). How he knew this language, have no idea. 

"It's just, she could get into a lot of trouble, and I dont want her getting hurt by him." I smiled weakly at him and pulled him into another hug. 

"i'm sorry I can't stop it, its just, she choise this, she knows the danger of getting caught." I cant belive this is actually real. I have to now admit to myself that I liked, mr.hamper than a student should, and now, i feel awful. You know that feeling when you feel rejected? Well, that exactly how I feel and with my OWN best friend! Well, the universe just hates me, and my feelings. 

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