lovestruck † hs

Chapter 62

Nervously, my fingers fiddle with the straws on my sweatpants as I give him another glance. My hand glides into my sweatpants and I close my eyes.

Okay, there's a first time for everything.

I know I'm desperate but a girls got needs, alright?

I try and think back on the times with Harry again, also wondering why I am seriously so needy right now. I guess this is what so much stress and anxiousness has turned me into, a desperate freak. With all that's happened this week I could use Harry to help relieve some stress.

Biting my lip, I lean back a little. Not even a minute passes when I hear the beating of my boyfriend's fingers stop and an awkward cough.

"R-Rachel, what are you doing?"

I cock an eye open, trailing it over his shocked, amused face.

About to something new for the first time and being interrupted, I want to say.

"What does it look like? I'm bored, I wish you could pay me some attention and relieve me from my stress, I mean I am kind of a nervous wreck here.."

"Fuc- I've just never seen you do that," he blinks slowly.

"I have needs sometimes," I laugh at my previous thought, removing my hand and trying to sit up before the car suddenly pulls over and stops. What was I thinking? That is so not me.

The car remains parked on the side of the road and my confusion grows.

"Wh- What are you doing? Thought we were trying to get there before midnight?" I laugh a little again, his expression as odd as his actions.

"I.. just.."

I look down at his pants and see that he's now as desperate as I was.

"Oh now you're liking this?" I chuckle, shaking my head at him.

"Well I blame you," He blushes, flustered, the smile on his face contagious. "Now c'mere," he holds his hands out to me as I climb over the console, and he sits me to straddle him.

He combs some of my messy hair behind my ear, smiling at me sweetly, "I know you have been stressed, and you're nervous now to meet my family, yeah?"

I nod, "Yeah, I just don't want to screw up, I mean I feel like I am not much to compare to your past girlfriends."

"Why compare when you beat them out of the park?" he asks me as if it's an obvious question. He leans forward and closes the space between us, and I feel his hips buck up instantly, and I break the kiss.

"Now? I mean.. in the car, now?" I find myself giggling.

"You have needs, I have needs, there's a first for everything," he laughs back, cupping my chin gently before bringing it closer for him to kiss. "We're alone out here, it's fine, love."

I pause for a moment, pondering this before concluding with a big smile, "Well alrighty then!"

* * *

We park in front of a cute, decently sized house with a beautiful garden in front that must look amazing in the daylight. A car is parked next to ours, his sister's I assume. Harry said she was staying the night here like us so she could get to know me. I look at the dash and see 12:30 AM. Our little pitstop made us thirty minutes late... brilliant. I see a light turn on in the house, and I'm surprised anyone is still up.

I look over to find Harry looking at me with that same smug grin we had since our.. moment.

"What?" I giggle.