Timeless [A ReyNico FanFic] Book 1

Chapter 15 - Reyna

(Reyna POV)

I hated myself, I hated what I had done.

Why had I done it? Why had I acted that way? Nico deserved to know, but how would I tell him?

I hated this about me. What I could do-. What I had done.

I have the power to lend strength, one of my most prized abilities.

But with that, came the power to TAKE AWAY strength. I hated doing it, it made me feel weird, and emotional. But most of all, it hurt people.

Nico had been outrageous last night, and without meaning to, I had sucked the energy out of him, just by one touch. I regretted it so much.

His lifeless body had just fallen limp in my arms... it was humiliating.

I shouldn't have acted like I did.

Then when he woke up, I started an argument with him instead of talking it out! How horrible, how sad, how pitiful.

I had just fled, and now I feel useless. Horrible. Ashamed.

Why had I done it?

Why had I attempted at something I shouldn't have?

I feel evil.

I feel horrible.

I feel guilty.

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I can't live with myself right now. I don't even know why my power-sucking ability had sprung forth. It was a sin.

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It was my fault.

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I needed to apologize. I got up and walked to my bedroom door. I flipped on the light switch, of the once bright room. I opened the wooden door. I stepped outside.

Immediately, I stepped back inside, locked the door and flipped of the light again. I felt horribly guilty and ashamed of what I'd done, as I flopped onto my bed.

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Why?