I fell deeply in love with you. And I can't stop this feeling. I tried for so long. This feeling won't go away and I want you to help me. It hurts to know that you love someone else. You're not mine any more. You haven't been for a while but sometimes I pretend that you want me, I have all these scenarios in my head but none of that will happen. When I adopted Jake I wasn't really thinking about a mother. But later on he started asking about his mom. I told him she was on vacation but soon he started saying he didn't have one. I started thinking about you and I. You see, I had wishes you were Jakes mother and me the father. We could be a good family, I think. I would try everything to make you happy and to give you what you want. I would get as many jobs as possible to give you what you want. But i know it won't happen because you're married and I know you're that person that won't ever leave your husband. You're committed.
I prayed to the lord a few years ago to have you back in my life but now that I think about it, probably it was a bad decision because I can't any longer.
I know I've said this too many times but you taught me a lot about my life. You kept me going. You were there for me. You had my back. And what did I do? Nothing. I didn't even try to keep you. I just let you go.
I am glad you married someone else. Someone who can take care of you.
I think it was bad idea to contact you. Now I'm drowning in my own sadness and and regret that I haven't been paying much attention to Jake. I have an obsession with you and I don't know why. I mean I know why but I don't know why I can't let it go.
We haven't been together for six or seven years. You're a beautiful young women. You'll have an amazing family when you start. I'm just letting you know that Jake and I will no longer be a bother to you and your husband. We will be moving back to Australia where we belong. And maybe I'll start a family of my own. Hope to see you again. We never know what the future brings us. Sincerely Luke Brooks.I read the letter that Luke had sent me.
I text him but I hadn't got any messages from him since a week ago.
Probably that was best for the both of us. He needs to go live his life and I need to live my own life.
We are different people.
I'm married.
He's still young and he'll find someone else. I guess that was our goodbye.
I fold the letter and put it back to the envelope. I hide it under my drawers so Johnny can't find or see it.
I lay down and start thinking about Luke. Something I didn't want but my mind went straight to him and Jake.
It's best. My marriage needs help right now and this will help. I don't want this to end badly.
I need to focus on my work. Focus on my career. On my husband.
No more Luke or Jake.
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Poisoned II
FanfictionAfter Luke 'death' everything has changed for everyone. Jai Brooks is convinced that his brother is still out there. so he has been looking for him for five years. Beau Brooks decided to move to California with his best friend Daniel. James Yammou...