You don't understand
How it feels
Wanting to die
Yet forced to keep on living
It'll only cause trouble to your friends and family
Like a punishment
Made especially for you
You don't understand
You want to say it
But then...
The stares....
The whispers...
The thoughts....
The hell...
Suddenly, it's hard to say
You don't understand
Lying awake at night
Worrying about the future
The hell tommorrow will bring
When music is the only thing you can turn to
Without feeling like a burden
You don't understand
Looking at the razor
Wanting to snatch it
Cut away your sorrows
And let your life drip away
But not wanting to explain to anyone
Why you're suddenly wearing bracelets
Or always wearing a jacket
You don't understand
Feeling happy for a moment
Suddenly coming home
And then
Depression welcomes you with open arms
And it's all crushed
Back to being yourself again
You don't understand
Looking at the bottle of pills
Wanting to take them all
Leave that suicide note
And finally restart
You don't understand
Wanting to help
But all you can do
Is stand there
And hug like a damn fool
You don't understand
I'm so scared
Of life
The future
Tomorrow
Now
Fights
Rumors
You
You don't understand
Wanting to go somewhere else
A walk
Maybe a run?
Just take a break from it all
Press the pause button
And enjoy the small precious moments
You don't understand
It hurts to live
Don't worry
It surprised me too
I thought it was scary to die
But now
It's the only thing I wish for
You're in the way
Get out
I wish I never met you
It would make this easier
You don't understand
You're not me
You haven't seen what I've seen
Or felt what I've felt
You're not in my shoes
You don't know my thoughts
I'm sorry
You just don't understand
YOU ARE READING
Limbic Words
KöltészetCome closer Let me see your soul Let me weave those feelings And the secrets you hold ⚠All pictures belong to the original owners. All poems are mine, inspired by almost anything(even Chinese Restaurants). This was not made to offend anyone...
