You stare at your phone screen with tears threatening to come. You couldn't believe the image before your eyes.
You couldn't even interpret what you saw. It just didn't make any sense.
Shawn's lips were on another girl.
"How could this happen?" You thought. We were doing so great for months.
What did I do wrong?
It was currently midnight and you were waiting for Shawn's arrival. He told you he was working late at the studio but you honestly didn't know what to believe at this point.
You finally close the Twitter icon and an incoming call comes through. You read the contact name.
Shawn.
You contemplate whether to ignore or answer it. Your lack of movement answers for you.
You power off your phone and collapse your body onto your shared bed. You crawl under the covers and feel your eyes grow heavy. You fall asleep and within a few hours you're awoken by the crack of the door.
Shawn. Your eyes are now open but your body is still.
You twist yourself under the cover.
"Baby?" Shawn says softly. Making sure not to wake you.
Ha. Now I'm his 'baby' again huh. You hear his voice again.
You must've chuckled to yourself because Shawn noticed.
"So you're not asleep," He speaks again. "Why didn't you answer me?"
You decide to act cooperative and speak. Just a tad bit with sarcasm.
"On the phone or just now?" You're now sitting up on the bed.
You hear him sigh.
"(Y/N) what's up with you now?" You squint your eyes a bit now. You couldn't believe he was acting clueless.
"Oh nothing Shawn." You answer with a misleading tone.
"You're not the best liar you know."
You roll your eyes dramatically.
"Maybe you should teach me your ways." You glare at him and stand up to walk out the door. You feel a grasp on your arm.
"(Y/N) what are you talking about?" He still sticks to his clueless script. You were now frustrated.
"How can you pretend like you didn't stick your tongue down some other girl's throat shawn?" You raise your voice at his name. Your emotions were getting into the mix of your dialogue.
Shawn's face is now mixed with confusion and worry.
"Y/N you've got it all wro--"
"So you haven't been lying these past few months about how much I meant to you?" You can feel a sting come to your eyes. Tears were once again making their way.
"Only to c-cheat on me?"
"Baby no." Shawn's face is more so covered with worry. He attempts to grab your hand but you move it from his reach.
"Y/N, let me explain."
"There's n-nothing to e-expla-in." You stutter.
"Y/N, she was only a fan. She forced herself onto me." Shawn grabbed your hand.
"But I got her off before anything actually happened. I didn't even kiss her back." He explains, wiping your tears away.
"Y-you're not lying?"
"I wouldn't lie to the love of my life." He looks into your eyes. "I love you."
He embraces you into a hug. You lay your head against his chest.
"I-I'm sorry Shawn." You whisper softly.
"There's nothing you should be sorry about pumpkin." He brings his lips to your forehead.
"I just don't wanna lose you to anyone."
"You won't." He reassures you, rubbing your back. "Let that be a promise."
"I love you." You place a small smile onto your lips. You look up at him and press your lips softly against his.
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So what'd you think? (-:
