1:03PM 12/28/16
I run out into the snowy weather, running towards the forest. I can hear him calling my name, obviously looking for me. I get not that deep into the forest and sit down behind a tree. I can't believe this is happening. I don't want to deal with this! I guess I can't be cold and heartless forever like I thought. I start drawing little patterns into the snow, trying to get my mind off what just happened between me and Ryan. I may not look like it but I'm actually terrified right now. I don't... I don't know what I want. I don't know if I like Ryan... I don't know if I want a relationship with him or anyone else.... I don't know if I want what just happened to stay etched in history for the rest of eternity. If you haven't guessed by now, me and Ryan just had sex and.. And I know exactly how I feel about him now. I just don't know if I want to get into any of that. I don't think my multiple personalities could handle that. I don't know if I can handle that. Just doing it with him that one time brought back some memories I never want to see for the rest of my life.. But there were also positives of it. I won't list them off but I wouldn't mind living with them. I'm just scared. I'm scared he's going to turn out like Felix.
"Echo please. Stop running away from me." Ryan's voice sounds from beside me.
I look up to see him looking down at me. I turn my gaze back to the snowy ground beneath me. He sighs.
"I can't." I mumble.
"Please Echo. You can't tell me you didn't feel something." He tries.
I shake my head.
"You're right Ryan. I can't say I didn't feel anything, because I did... But people run from what they fear Ry... And this is what scares me the most."
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AN:
Word Count: 400 words!
Hello! Okay so SORRY THIS IS SO SHORT. I actually didn't even write the update and I just quickly wrote this BC it's better than nothing. Whatever. Anyways the picture up there or to the side is my spirit animal!(lol) But yeah I don't really have anything else to say. So bye lol
Signing off.
-Autumn
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