As a 23 year old, I try my best to lose weight. I want to be that girl everyone wants me to be. I wouldn't mind loving myself for once.
Everyday I try to skip meals and go for runs, but it just doesn't seem to work for me. Not even pills or diets are enough for me. I resort to making myself throw up, late at night of course when no one suspects a thing.
Being skinny is all I want, I want to feel good without people pointing out my extra fat. Especially my boyfriend Troy. He's the reason I'm so insecure, I can't even go out of my room without him telling me I need to "lose some pounds."
It doesn't matter anyways. One day I'll leave this place. Forever.
Warning
This book may contain the following content:
-Abuse
-Rape
-Self-Harm
-Mentioning of bulimic actions
-Profanity
-Mental illnesses
-Same Sex Pairing
There will be warnings for each category. . If not then please message me and I'll fix it right away.
Private messages are open if anyone suffers from these things, I or others will help you and listen. We care. Thank you:)
Enjoy.
-AZ
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